soft n' fluffy | seunglix

two

seungmin slowly opened his eyes as he heard someone called out his name. he looked to his side to see hyunjin waving at him. he was about to move when he realized there was another weight on his body. it took some time but when he looked to his other side, he could see felix cuddling up to him, breathing softly.

for the first time in forever, seungmin felt comfortable. felix's breathing and controlled heart beats made him feel safe and warm and he never would imagine this would happen anytime soon. most of the time he would panic and run away but this time he felt like he fit into felix's arms just nicely.

without giving a thought, he lifted his arms a bit and played with the older's hair. he could feel his own lips curve into a smile as he inhaled the familiar scent of the shampoo felix's use and chuckled a little. he won't admit it, but it felt nice cuddling like this. it makes him feel like his worries disappeared and make him feel at ease even just for a bit. he doesn't know what it is, but only felix seems to have this affect on him and he's desperate to know what it meant.

seungmin didn't realize he was staring but he snapped out of it when hyunjin nudged him and whispered. "we all got home a while ago, but we didn't wake you two up because you guys looked really tired. it's getting late though, you should really sleep on the bed." seungmin nodded softly and the older excused himself to go back to his bedroom but before he did, he gave seungmin a quick message. "you seemed to enjoy his company, maybe you don't hate skinship after all."

and that alarmed seungmin about his hate towards physical affection in general. his heartbeat begins to increase in speed and he started sweating lightly. hyunjin had left when seungmin tried to get out of felix's embrace but he was panicking inside that he accidentally woke the other up.

"minnie... where are you going?" felix asked sleepily, still not letting go of felix. "to the bedroom. you should to. will you please let me go now?" seungmin replied in three awkward sentences. after what felt like eternity, felix finally let go of seungmin and rubbed his eyes and seungmin took the chance to sprint into his bedroom, out of the older's sight.

felix glanced at the clock on the wall to see that it has already passes midnight. he pouted when he realized seungmin had already left and that made him sad. he thought he would actually make seungmin feel comfortable for once, but he guess not. after several minutes, he finally left the living room and go back to his shared bedroom with changbin. he got in bed and cuddled with his plushies with a certain kim seungmin running on his mind.