The Boy Next Door

Ch.2 The Plane

I stepped foot on the plane and looked out the window and saw Jeff, he was a crying mess and looked one step away from an emotional break down.

I didn't think he like me that much, I'm just a waste of space. No one likes me in Boston that's why I'm moving to North Carolina to live with my best friend Violett and her brother Justin.

Vi has helped me through my darkest times. Like when I was bullied and tried to commit suicide. I would have went through with it if it wasn't for her.

My own parents don't give a damn about me. Who in there right mind would send there 13 year old daughter across the country to live with her friend. Violett made me swear not to cut but these last few weeks I've been slipping up.

5 new cuts up going up my waste this week.
No one knows about the bulling except Vi and I made her swear not to tell.

They used to call me fat until I started working out, now they call me anorexic. They call me depressed but hey I am, and it's their fault. It's their fault I want to kill myself.

I'm to ugly to have a boyfriend, I have only had one but it ended when I found out he only used me for sex and dumped me when he didn't get it. It's their fault my brother hates me, because of the rumers.

It's there fault I feel like I'm drowning in the middle of the street and no one stops to help.

I'm starting fresh in NC. I'm going to reinvent my self. I'm not gunna be the emo freak anymore that people use as their personal punching bag.

People are gunna want to be my friend instead of hating me.
"Please unbuckle your seatbelts we have arrived in North Carolina"