The next day u n ondre were just chillin watching movies
With snacks ( duhh)When ondre says:
We should go to the hype house todayYou:uhm.. Yea
Ondre: I think we have a other room 4 u
You: oh so I don't get to share a room with you,😔
O: well no iam going with ma broda
You: 0ki
LATER THAT NIGHT
----------------------------------* u were crying urself to sleep (. Same gurlie)* when ondre came in
O:hiii🥺
U: "wipes Tears away
O: *crying* tony is leaving😭
U: oh - sniff- iam s- sorry for you ig
O: I GUESS YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE SOMEONE
U: TONY IS NOT GONE PLUS WE. LEFT HIM TOO
O:YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. I CAME HERE FOR HIM!
U: OH OKAY, SO. NOW. I DON'TATTER ANYMORE IT'S NOT LIKE. I TRIED TOO KILL MYSELF ALMOST 2 TIMES!!!
O:IDONT FUCKING CARE I NEVER DID. OKAY... I I Mean I'm sorry I did but like. This is impost ant to me ya know
Ur head: I JUST WANT TO YELL AR HIM SAYING HE'S GOT NO MORE
CHANCESHE DOENT KNKW J CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERY. NIGHT, THAT I WANT TO DIE
, THAT I FUUCCKIING HATE
MYSELFFFFF
YOU ARE READING
why../ondreaz lopez
Non-FictionThis is a story abt my mental health basically cuz.. Yea.. IDK. ENJOY