life is short

#2

 Dear Evelyn,

How are you? It's kind of awkward writing a letter. I could have faced you instead. But believe me it easier to write it down. I don't like to beat around to bush. First I thought it was just hallucination. But things got worst slowly when I realized that I was having difficulty holding things in my hand, the trembling of hands, the constant pain in my limbs, forearms and thigh.

I regret not listening to you. That day we had fight, when you suggested of concerning a doctor again. I regret not listening to you. I know I'm far gone out of your reach by time you get this letters. I just wanted to thank you for being the best sister to me. I wish to be your brother in every life. But I also want to apologize for not listening to you. I am sorry for all the hard times I gave you. You meant a lot to me sista. And I know surely you will forgive me, as an amazing person I am.

Just remember one thing never give up in life. If you did, no one else could save you from your own demons.

Your handsome bro,

Ayaan