Lovestruck A jayffree fanfic

Boy Troubles Continued

Jayys POV

When we pulled up infront of the house, I immediately jumped out of the car and into the house. As soon as Dahvie walked through the door, I started at him. "You, upstairs. Now!" I said, the coolness of my voice scared me a bit. Dahvie didnt argue and walked straight upstairs, into his room. "Whats wrong with you?" I asked angrily. He just shrugged. "Nothing." "Really? Youre gonna play dumb? Dahvie! Ive known you for over 8 years, you cant lie to me! I see how youve been lately, ignoring me, coming home higher than ever. You probably have an std, you practically reek of sex! And than in the car, you have a problem with me being gay? Dude, youve known since the first day I met you! You practically lived through my flamboyant scene kid phase with me! You were gonna be a best man for me! Now all of a sudden you dont support me?!" I was really hurt. I love Dahvie like a brother. I might even have some serious feelings for him, but I couldnt tell him that, he'd flip. Plus Im with Jeffree.

Dahvie was silent for a minute before starting to speak. "Jayy, man, its not the gay part ok? Trust me, its so not that. Its...never mind."

Dahvies POV

This is stupid. Jayy should know that I dont give a fuck if he's gay. Hes perfect either way. I was about to tell him. To come out with my feelings for him. But he would kill me. Or worse, ignore me. He'd be uncomfortable around me and leave our band. "No, dont say never mind. Tell me! For fucks sake, do it." I sighed. "Make me one promise first?" He nodded his head, holding his hand over his heart, "Scouts honor." He said. "Promise you wont hste me?" He nodded. "Jayy..." I cleared my throat. "Jayy...its not WHAT youre dating, its WHO." He got a puzzled look on his face.

"I mean..." Here it goes. "I mean that I wish it were me instead of Jeffree." Tears welled up in Jayys perfect eyes. He sat on my bed, punching the head board, making it crack a little. He winced.

"Dammit, Dahvie," he cried, "Why now? Why couldnt you have told me a week ago? Why put me through this?" Tears welled up in my own eyes. "W-what do you mean?" I asked. "I mean, a week ago, I was still single, I could have told you how I felt without feeling guilty. I could have grabbed you and kissed you like I've been dreaming of doing off stage for so long. I wouldnt have broken my hand on your bed!" I was speechless. Did that mean Jayy felt the same for me...?

A/N: OMFG! Poor Dahvie, poor Jayy! What are they going to do?!

Lol sorry I havent updated in fo-evaz, shix went down. my mom took away my ipod and my phone. But I got my phone back so im using that and the keyboard is soooo shitty so if they chapters are short and bad, blame her, not me.

Lol, vote please?

Xoxo, Sasha