Catoptric Tristess [COMPLETE]

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9p.m(10July2020)

No One POV

Sana and Tzuyu sitting on the couch together while watching drama..Tzuyu taking a glance at Sana a lot of time and sigh by herself.

"Hell crap it's so damn boring..Don't ya feel the same Sana?"
Tzuyu ask with intense look in her eyes.Sana ignoring and keep her eyes on the TV.

Tzuyu POV

So fucking boringggg....Tsk and also this girl ignoring me like,what the heck man?!Are you pretending like you can't see me now??So I laying my head down on her lap and finally she look down at me and widened her eyes.

"Don't mind me..Keep ignoring me like you can't me..Just go watch your fucking drama." I said while closing my eyes facing her waist.

"What do you mean Tzu??Did you talk to me earlier??I'm sorry..I was thinking about something."Sana said while caressing my hairs

Really?!Spacing out but can't hear me??This girl can't be forgiven!! "What are you thinking about?" I asked her and sitting back.

"Ermm..About the news yesterday,there was one more student missing..And if i'm not wrong,she was from my school too." Sana said while she caressing both of her arms like having a goosebumps. "So,why?" I asked her back.

"It was scary,right?!" She looking at me and frowning worriedly..I can feel that she's afraid.
"Are you afraid?" I smirk at her. "Of course!!Because the other day,all the missing girl was found dead on the hill!!" She raised her voices at me that making me shiver to down to my spine.

"Woahh..Chill~..You'll be fine.." I laugh. "What so funny Tzu?!You're a ghost that's why you're not afraid about it." She frowning at me in disbelief but I continue laughing and I could feel my throat starting to dry.

Sana sigh and roll her eyes then I stop laughing and become serious again. "May I ask you something?" I asked her innocently. "What?" She answer me with such a cold tone and she leaning her head on the couch.

"What's happen to you in the past?Will you tell me?" I asked her with curious expression because I really wanna know about her deeply...The atmosphere become silent as I'm waiting for her answer..And I've realize my mistakes,I shouldn't ask her about her fucking damn Past!

"I...Have such an illness since a little...As when I was 10,I've accidentally found out that,I was just an adopted child...My family adopt me because my STEP-MOTHER couldn't gave a birth..I thought,my life will be happy like the other family but I was wrong...They never treat me better..They always said,I'm just a burden to them.But deep in my thought,if I was just a burden,why they adopted me as their children?!Until the day that my STEP-MOTHER get pregnant,I was left behind and more worst,they kicked me out." Sana eyes now fill with tears.I can feel her pain through my chest.

"It's Okay!! I probably will be fine!! I also hated my real family..Why they also leaving me?!Am I trash that everyone love to throw away?!" Sana clinch her fist and hit the couch..Then I pull her head and put her on my chest as I caressing her soft hairs.

"Don't worry..You still have me..I'm not going to throw you away." I said and suddenly she chuckled and I frowning by her reaction..She lifted her head and looking deep through in my eyes and I was stun by her beauty right now.

"You wanna know one more thing??" She smile brightly at me..Woah how can she still manage to smile after crying?
"What is it?" I smirk at her. "This is...A first time I feel love from someone and it was from you...To be honest,I like you.." The way she said 'I like you' making me blush too much! Is she teasing me right now?!

I push her aways making her hit fell down on the floor and I look away as I can't manage to look straight forward to her right now.What's wrong with me?!
"What the fuck Tzu?!" She pouting at me while I just taking a glance at her.

"You.....You are not allowed to teasing me in that manner!" I warned her. "Eh~..So you fall for my words?!Did you?!" She stand up excitedly and walk closer to me.
"How cruel..Didn't you said a while ago,that i'm going to be your girlfriend." She smirk devilish at me.What?!How can I lost now?!No I will not letting her wins!

"Is that so?Oh It was just for that time..Not for real and it just for a while to making you happy." I smirk at her.
"Eh~ So cruel~" Sana then lean her head more closer to me as our face now an inch apart. "Then,why not we make it come True??Let's dating for real." Her eyes lit up as my heart keep beating so crazy.

No not this Time!!! I can't be Lost!! I grab both of her hands and push her and making her lay down on the couc while I'm being on top of her.
She widened her eyes while I still grabbing both of her hands.

"I would like too,Ms Sana..But tood bad..Reality hit us that I'm just a ghost without memories and you are a famous human model that suffering with your illness..We're both,from different world.." I smirk at her once again.

"Oh really??Then I would like to commiting suicide to be with you..How's that sound?" She smirk at me back..Okay what now?? "Do you know what??A ghost that still lingering around because there's something incomplete with them..Maybe they're died not in peace..Now you must be missing something..Is it me?" she continue.

"lf it was you then I will probably disappear the day that I found you because I already found the missing piece." I smirk at her..But without I even know why,tears start fill up in her eyes.I frown at her and thinking what am I saying just now..There's nothing wrong why she's crying again?

"Why are you crying?" I asked her worriedly.She smiling bitterly at me and her tears slowly flowing down on the couch.. "Then you're just the same as my family...My step parents leaving me because they already have what they want..And you,will be leaving me soon after regain your memories back.It's really not that fair,right?"

Her words stab me in my heart..I also feel guilty about it...Why God??What's with all of this??If only,I could still live as Human....
If only...

If only......