"At the end of our confusion, there must be a self-courage level of us for taking a critical decision of thought's negotiation"
It'd been about 56 hours of consideration to think and end my doubt cultivated in my mind by far. I struggled against fighting all whisperers of doubt's side, although the combination both of my heart and brain encouraged me to wrap up this long clutter.
Oh shit,,,
I was unable enough to overcome this weird thought. What torture!
***
At the night, before writing this chapter, I was being whispered by an unforseen voice through my right side of ear.
" Are you profoundly forgetting the advices and mercies of your Master in a few days ago? Didn't she trust and bless ya to grasp this chance, did she?"
I shocked immediately.
"Who are you? Why are you coming in every unorganized situation?" I was asking.
" I'm your belief and reminder, you mustn't know that I have been inherent to your life"
"How can be?"
"My coming is unquestionably let into your brain as it's my obligation in solving your confusion".
I began entering to my nonsense; questioning and answering myself. Nobody was there. It's me and myself.
***
Oh God,,,
Luckily, I was aware enough, and went forward to celebrate prayer straight away.
At the end of my worshiping God (prayer), I kneeled for a quite long period of time while praying to God. I was asking about the answer of my hesitation in this matter. I prayed willingly and heartly, with full of hopes to ask God's mercy and divine.
Finally, it's unbelievable, I strongly remembered the counsel of religious Master: her consideration: description; even approval emerged in my mind. It empowered both brain and mind of mine to be brave enough to solve this inward problem.
I was as if reborn to this world.
In the end, I decided to take this opportunity. I assured me (heart) ❤️ upon my leadership capabilities; knowledge; and experiences to believe in myself.
I can do it!
Note: You might ever fall deeply into unprecedented level of your hesitation, but you should not be frozen upon this. You should take action and overcome it through whatsoever ways you thought suitable for it. As the more you let it spread, the worse it influences your life.✨
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