War With Me

Chapter 1

Kassidy Piper. That's me, the girl who gets high whenever she can,the girl who try's to get wasted just for fun, and the girl who hooks up with innocent boys that she just met and probably can't name if she tried. Yup that's me......... On the surface. Deep down inside I'm the girl who cares deeply about the color of the roses planted in the garden outside her window, the girl who loves poems and dancing in the rain, the kind of girl that loves love, and most importantly the girl who try's until the breaking point to fit in.for me that means the most.It means everything to get invited to the blow out party on Saturday night or to be on the list of the most popular kids or even to be the sluttiest girl in school. I pretty much have everything I want, or so everyone thinks. But there was this hole in the center of me that I can't seem to fill no matter how hard I try. Yes on the outside it seemed that I was perfect but in reality I am just some girl who mastered hiding who she truly is. After my parents died in a tragic accident 4 years ago I was forced to look like I'm not a broken plate waiting to be put back together. I moved to California to live with my moms rich sister, no one not even her knows the real me, that girl died with my parents, so I decided to start a new life in a new state with new people. Aunt missy doesn't have children of her own, just me so she lets me do whatever, drink whatever, and smoke whatever. My life is pretty exciting but not in the way I'd hoped it would be. I have loads of friends not to mention my closest, Sammy Wilkinson. Besides my aunt he's the only one I've told about my parents. We have a unique relationship, hooking up now and then because we feel like it, or throwing the biggest parties to get drunk at,being that shoulder to cry on, or even keeping secrets with each other, but what he doesn't know is that these "secrets" I tell him may or may not be lies. It wasn't my choice but he always says "no friendship is real until we have secrets" he's a guy I can tell him anything and he will believe it, it's much harder with girls, girls see through everything, that's why I am closer with guys, they can't see the real me and that's how I like it. Tonight, my aunt is out and me and Sammy are planning the biggest party of the year. "Kass!" Sam whines "hurry up! Tell me where to put it! My arms are hurting!" I asked Him and one of our friends to help move the ping pong table, for beer pong up from the basement. "Aww poor baby!" I say sarcastically folding my bottom lip down trying my best to mock him. He glares at me. But I just put on my signature smile. "Stop!" I hold out my hands "right there!" I tell them and they drop the table down. "Easy there, my aunt said I could throw a party, not wreck the place." I say as I walk over to Sam. "Yeah and we are gonna have one party" he smirks and makes his way over to me. This party will be the start of senior year and you can bet everyone who's anyone will be here. "So it's cool if my friends come?" Sam asks walking right past me and jumping up onto the island with a bottle that he brings up to his lips filled with who knows what. "Yeah sure any friend of yours is a friend of mine" I say placing my hips in between his knees. "Except Lacy" Sam adds swishing around the substance in the dark brown bottle. "Except Lacy" I scoff. Lacy Herring. The she devil I've always hated. She is perfect, and innocent, doesn't get in any trouble and is beyond gorgeous. she's exactly like me, that's why I hate her. I hated how she was everything I was but the difference between me and her? She's not afraid to be who she truly is. The thing I hated the most about this girl is that she was just as popular as me but didn't even try, that thing right there killed me the most. She is the kindest, sweetest friend you could have but I pushed her away just like I push most girls away. I even hate when Sam mentions her. I quick grab the bottle out of sam's hand just as he's about to take another swig and pour it down the drain. "Yo Kassass! I was drinking that!" He yells hopping off the counter "I think it's best if we stay sober until tonight" my voice is edgy, I could care less if Sam drinks now, but knowing I'd upset him if I took it, gave me pleasure. "And I told you to stop calling me that" I snap making my way back over to where I was in between sams legs and flip my long hair around to hit him in the face. "What? Kassass?" he says loudly knowing exactly what puts me on edge. "Yes SAMUEL" I spoke clearly poking him in the chest with one finger. He narrowed his eyes and flipped me off which meant he didn't have a witty comeback and that I won. He hops down pushing past me and slumps over to the leather couch and plops down picking up an x-box controller.
After most of the work is done and our friends leave, I glance over at Sam who's still playing video games "Ya know you should probably go home and get ready for the party" I tell him, stringing up lights across the doors that lead to the outside patio. "Relax I have a whole 2 hours" he says casually preoccupied by the tv screen. I practically fall off the ladder I'm on "2 hours! Wow time flys when you do all the work." I glare at Sam who doesn't seem to notice. I slowly walk over to him, bend over the couch from behind and run my fingers through his hair and lightly kiss his neck "Sammy....." I say softly kissing up his neck and to his jawbone that is now clenched. "Get out of my house" I forcefully say and with that I snatch the controller from his grasp, emptying out the batteries leaving him with a useless piece of plastic. He groans but gets up, turning the tv off. "Whatever, I'll be back in an hour" he says as I start walking up to the bathroom to shower. "Bye bye Sammy!" I call out watching him swing open the door, he waves before slamming the door behind him. My eyes roll without me even realizing it. I'm in for a real treat tonight.