Adopted by Seventeen and Exo

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Dong Sicheng. Dong Sicheng. I've heard if that name before. It's the same name as as NCT's WINWIN. Wait what if Kris ge was right? What if he's actually my brother? Right that's it I'm going to go meet him tomorrow.
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⚠️ TW: contains sensitive content. Mentions of self harm and suicide. Please do not continue reading if you are uncomfortable.

Lin's POV
Hi humans. I know long time no see right. Things haven't been going well lately. I was so excited when I caught onto my brothers name and when I found out it was actually NCT's WINWIN. I wish I never knew.

You may be wondering who would say they wish they never met their biological family. Well only if things went according to plan. It just wasn't my time I guess. It's been tough having no one to talk to especially when the people who I thought of as family aren't supportive of my decisions.

It was all good that the start, I met him we got along and we hung out frequently got to know each other better. Until..... until he asked me to move in with NCT. I didn't know what to do because my legal guardians are exo and seventeen but he's my biological brother. So I decided why not talk to them together. Little did I know it was the worst decision ever.

It was chaos. There was constant arguments. Insults thrown back and forth all because I just asked for their opinion. Most frankly the worst day of my whole fucking life. The one person who stood by my side was Jeno. Yes the dude that was epically terrified of Baekhyun and Chanyeol when they were ultimately pissed. You may be wondering why didn't I call them Appa.

Truth is they disowned me. They discharged the adoption paper and I'm currently under the guidance of Lee Taeyong and that too unwanted. It was as if no one wanted me anymore. I didn't even want myself at this point.

People may say it's ok it's life everything will be ok but not when the people who you grew to love, leave you when you needed them the most. That's not ok. And my brother? Acts like I don't exist, it was like he did it on purpose. Took away my happiness within a blink of an eye.

I haven't left my room in the last week. I get food at my door and it's is my choice whether to eat or not but other than that no one looks in. Well Jeno sometimes does that only when he has time.

Sometimes I wonder why am I still here if I left wouldn't everyone be happy if I just left. I've starting doing something I never should've but it took away the pain. It really helps and now I can't stop. I don't know what to do but I just can't stop. Seeing the blood drip makes me somewhat feel better. No one ever has caught me doing it and most likely because they don't care.

I hope I go in my sleep tonight. I don't want to stay in this cruel world where everyone stabs me in the back. Anyways I'm going to bed now. Thanks for listening. Good night.

Author's Note:
Self harm is never a way to relieve your pain. There are many other options and harming yourself is not one of them. Think about the consequences of your actions. Not only you are going to get hurt but those around you too. Please talk to someone. Talk to me. Talk to a friend/ family. Just someone you will listen to you.

Sorry for not updating in ages but lots of things have been going on. I'll do my best to get more chapters in. Thank you for being patient with me.