High School Poems

Invisible

I wrote this fairly recently. Possibly a few months ago in October? I think so. I got the idea from a guy. He doesn't know he is my current inspiration for Junior year. It's a secret. And no, it is not a love poem. Not in the least. Really sad, actually. Well, enjoy! -Sunflower

I wish I was invisible.

So I would not feel people's stares.

I wouldn't be crushed by judgement.

I would not be ignored.

Because how can you

If you don't exist?

I wish I was invisible

From the beginning

And not deemed so by the masses.

No one will see my tears.

No one will hear me cry.

I will be alone

Like Iv'e always been

But I'd be happy

Because it's only me

No one abandoned me

If I was invisible.

Because there would never have been anyone

In the first place.

If I cut and bleed

My heart away.

If I scream for forgiveness

And tear my eyes out

No one would come

No one would care

Why would they?

I'm invisible.

I'm nonexistent.

I would die

All alone

Like I've lived.

But for the first time,

With a smile on my face.

Dedicated to TL. My worst enemy. My best guy friend. The one who speaks my thoughts. The one who makes me think. The one who makes me laugh. The one who makes me cry. The one who has yet to hear a kind word from me. The one person who is always in the back of my mind. I hope we can be friends for a long time. And I hope one day, I can stop being a coward and tell you how much I really do care about you.  

Lots of Love/Hate, 

Sunflower