TW for panic attacks wont be the whole chapter
Hoshi POV
After punching Bakugou in the face I run off towards to dorms holding back tears. Man those memories really get the flight or fight reaction going in me. I continue to the dorm continuously holding back tears. As I get into the building I run straight to stairs I rather them then getting stuck in the elevator with someone. As I run up the stairs I hear a certain blonde yelling my names.
"Hoshi?! Ho-!" Denki yells seeing me halfway up the stairs. Fuck. He is gonna want to talk to me...
"Y-yes D-denki?" I manage to stutter out holding back tears.
"Are you ok? If you don't want to talk here how about we go back to your dorm?" He offers while smiling. Someone trying to care for me? I nod knowing I will probably cry if I even try to speak. We walk to my dorm in comfortable silence. We get to my dorm and I open it with the key Aizawa gave me yesterday. I open the door holding it open for him, as he walks in I follow after him shutting the door as I enter.
Denki POV
I walk with Hoshi back her dorm she opens it and I see that all the walls are black expect one teal one right by her bed. Her bed like most of us is a full twin size. She has black bed bedding expect for a teal comforter. The rest of her room is normal I do notice her shoes mostly consist of combat boots expect for her school dress shoes.
"I am gonna go change real quick stay out here." She says breaking the silence. I nod and take a seet at her desk while she goes her her closet and grabs some clothes and walks in to her bathroom. In a few minuets she walks out wearing a black hoodie along with some flannel PJ pants. She takes a seat on her bed and to my complete surprise she breaks down crying and rolling in a ball. Did Bakugou do this to her? Or is something from her past? I walk over to her and sit down, being careful not to touch her incase that sets of some sort of reaction.
"Hey hey hey Hoshi...it's ok...you are safe here...what ever Bakugou remined you of can't harm you here." I whisper to her. Her crying is still heavy but softens a little. She wraps her arms around me pulling me into a hug, I hug her back rubbing circles on her back to calm her down.
Hoshi POV
~Flashback~
"HOSHI YOU ARE WEAK. YOU ARE WORTHLESS. YOUR MOM MADE A RIGHT DESCION LEAVE YOU YEARS AGO." My father yelled as he walked towards me ready to punch me, this time I caught his punch and flipped me..well the best i could snice I was only 7. I take my chance and run into my room locking the door being me and run to patch up my arm my father had made me burn during 'training' today. I only have to deal with this for a few more years then I can run away...
~flashback over~
I realize I am a crying mess as Denki is trying to calm me down. I allow myself to cry while hugging him because all I really need is to let out my bottled up emotions. I calm myself down a bit remembering that my father has no clue where I am and can't get to me right now..I slowly stop crying.
"Thank you Denki." I croak out my voice hoarse from crying for- how long have I been crying? I look at the clock on my nightstand. '5:29pm' It read. Wow I was crying for 2 hours? He let me cry on him for 2 hours..wow.
"You let me cry for 2 hours Denki? Why?" I asked my voice still a little hoarse from crying.
"You needed it. You were really upset, but Hoshi may I know your past incase this ever happens again and I need to calm you down?" He asked concern laced in his voice. I relized he actually is concerned about me and I know I need to tell him..everything expect Araki..if I can even tell him without crying or losing my mindset.
"Yes. I will tell you my past. Listen up its a long story." I say. I start talking about my past starting when my mom left..I let it slip..I tell him, "My mom left with my twin sister Araki-" Shit! I let it slip. Damnit!
"You didn't mean to mention Araki did you?" He mentions at my sudden stop.
"Yeah...but snice I did I guess I will tell about her as well." I really didn't want to but it was the best idea. I continue through my story talking about how Araki went missing when I ran away and I haven't heard from her snice, I finish but and my clock now reads, 7:57pm. "Wow I talked for a while." I laugh out.
"Yeah. It's ok. I am gonna go grab dinner. I will bring you up some and tell the group you doesn't feel very well right now ok?" He states
"Ok. Thanks Denki." I say
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