broken

LIFE IS NASTY

I Woke up hoping that my QUESTIONS would be ANSWERED today .I Was worried after all she was my friend.

I got up took a quick shower…… got inside my car i didn’t want to be late today I was CURIOUS n it was killing me.

I reached school….. 15 mins early n I was surprised TO SEE aliya sitting there .

ME: hey bro!! enni zaldi ( soo early)

ALIYA: even you are early today. 

* She looked DEPRESSED*

Me : IS  everything okay ? I mean do want to TALK ABOUT it ? SEE if it is personal n u are not comfortable it’s okay ... we won’t talk about it 

ALIYA: no I want to talk I can’t contain it anymore I AM SORRY FOR YESTERDAY. IT WAS RUDE AND I AM ASHAMED.

* She started to cry*

Me: waiiiitt!! Don t CRY tell me what’s wrong ……… ITS OKAY I DIDN’T MIND

ALIYA: my life is messed up !! i was born in Pakistan we had the perfect family till my dad died when some tensions arose on the borders . it had killed us but then my dad's family got MY MOMMY  married to MY UNCLE who is pretty young and he is bad…… he hates us……. thinks of us a burden …... he is rude to us…… tortures us mentally . I want to become a doctor but he said he would kill me if i dared TO. 

ME: oh my god!! u should report I mean its serious crap Aliya !!

Aliya: I did….. They thought it was a hoax I cannot do anything I don’t have a family here i have nobody

Me: did he say something to you?? He wasn’t happy seeing me there was he?

Aliya: no he doesn’t like it when I make friends he thinks that friends give u dreams and the power to achieve it 

Me: babe Talk to Ur mom

Aliya: my mommy  IS helpless….. he hits her if she says anything  ...I mean in what world does he live .. Believe me Pakistan is beautiful actually one of the most beautiful countries but people like him are a stain 

Me: I can talk to my mom she is into social service I am sure she can do something 

Aliya: no you don’t speak about it to anyone ... do not breathe a word please?? 

me: fine!! But u got to take a stand ali 

Aliya: * frowned* lets go it’s time for class and lets not waste our time on fazool stuff ( not so important stuff)

* she smiled* she was beautiful 

I knew she was scarred I wanted to help her but I was scared that if I did something wrong……. it would create more problems for HER

I THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS SCREWED UP. MY PARENTS WERE NEVER HOME. MY NANNY TOOK CARE OF ME. I DIDNT WANT POCKET MONEY I WANTED MY DAD AND MOM

BUT ALIYA'S LIFE WAS SCREWED UP BADLY……… ATLEAST MY PARENTS WANTED ME TO EARN LIKE ANYTHING……. MAKE A MARK SHOW PEOPLE WHAT I WAS MADE OF BUT ALIYA WAS NOTHING BUT A 

PRISONER :(

PS: I STILL HAD SOME UNANSWERED QUESTIONS LIKE

WHAT WAS EXACTLY THERE IN HER NOTEBOOK WHERE SHE USED TO SCRIBBLE

WHAT DID THAT STATEMENT MEAN YESTERDAY WHICH SHE SAID BEFORE GOING BACK TO HER HOUSE

THIS CRAP WAS DEEP I HAD THAT FEELING AND SHE WAS TRAPPED