I never thought id get here

Lovers

Dear diary-
I don't know what to say, school has been fine everything is fine. Wait no there is one thing, My mum she has been getting on my nerves lately and i don't know what to do about it, i think it will be okay though:).

I'm still really confused about this josh situation because i think i have feelings for him... but i don't want to because he made my high-school life horrid (even though it's only been three days). i just want to get his gorgeous blue eyes, cheeky grin, luxurious brown hair. GOD SAKE! see i'm doing it again.

-Talk in school.

Hi guys i'm in school now sat in Maths, Rubie sits right next to me she is lovely, unlike the other popular kids they all throw things at me all the time, don't they understand it doesn't affect me anymore i'm used to it, on the plus side i at least i can get free. how in the world did i end up in a high school with two sides to it, my mum always told me and my older sister that she was in the popular group and they accounted the people that liked anime to be the 'weirdos' but i don't agree. all them girls in there prissy pink skirts and yellow button ups. literally all of them wear that. i wasn't aiming it at the nice blonde girl that helped me up (if i didn't already say her name is Rubie) shes really sweet and i would like to become friends with her one day. I do not agree with my mum though, and you should have seen the look on her face when i said im watching 'black butler' she was like whats that Hun. i just looked at her and slightly said um nothing HUN. i walked back into my room and i didn't realize she stormed on after me, i started to play the anime again and she noticed one of their voices and i have no clue why... wait. she might have watched anime before and just hid it from the kids at school.  i don't even know anymore but i am really confused. Anyway back to the point, mum came in my room and saw the anime on my old retro Tv. SO THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE WATCHING!!! capital letters don't even describe how loud she shouted at me. wanna try and guess what my punishment was? it was.. nothing ;0 My dad came in the room to see what all of the shouting was about and he was like 'Mary let the kid be she can do whatever she wants' 'you were the one that gave her that Tv' 

From then on my mum doesn't even ask me what im watching because she doesn't want to get the dread and fear of me watching anime (even though i am). We don't want her rocking up and down again on the floor like last time. You will never guess what tho, my sister is the favorite, all because she got into the popular group. Dad takes me shopping and in the car we blast the radio as high as possible but when im in the car with mum going shopping we listen to classical music. Every single time it comes on i just think of a different plan of how you die. Last time it was jumping out of the car window, splatting on the floor and then just exploding like a balloon. Now that's funny. Last week i went school clothes shopping with dad, it was so fun. We started spinning round on the stairs and then crashing into everyone. You might be a little confused but school ended an hour ago and i forgot to tell you...