The match that disappointed you (angst, no good ending⛓

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In the middle of Fukurodani VS Inarizaki match.

Bokutos POV:
Ok the first set was ok.. here we go with the second one.

I thought to myself standing in a serving position, hitting the ball to the other side of the court

Don't mess up Bo.. he's watching you, don't mess up!

You can't do that

The voices in my head are starting to come at me.

You gonna fail right in front of Kuroo.

I won't fail

He gonna leave you right after this match.

Even if I fail! Kuroo still loves me!

I didn't noticed the ball was still flying and passed between hands around the court, I just stood there, fighting with my own thoughts.

"bokuto-San!" I hear akaashi calling my name to toss me the ball.

I shook my head and started running close to the net.

You can't spike that ball, you're too weak.

Stop! I can get that! And I can spike that!

I jumped in front of the net to get the ball spiked but the only thing I got was a block I somehow couldn't break.

"That's ok! You can get the next one!" I heard a voice from the crowed, I looked over to where I heard that voice.

And it was him, the one and only, Kuroo Tetsurou, or in other words, my boyfriend.

He's lying and you know it

He isn't lying!

I gave kuroo a small smile and a nodded to him.

The game continued, I tried to stay full focused and not to mind the voices, it was hard but I tried.

"Bokuto-San!" Akaashi called out my name to get the ball

I ran to the front of the net jumping as high and pushing my arm to the back, smacking down the ball to the court with a cross shot.

I heard the whistle that means we got the point.
I also heard the crowed cheering, that got me so hyped up!
Until....

That was just a fluke, you wouldn't get the next one!

My mood got ruined again because I got distracted by the same annoying voice that keeps getting my mood.

It may have been a fluke....
No, no it wasn't stop trying to get my mood bad.
Just get out of my head.

I was up for the serve again, I stood at the court in the serve position, throwing the ball up.

Suddenly the voice came again.

You know the other team is probably gonna get that serve. They are a better team.

I was hitting the ball while I got distracted by the voice.

The ball flew straight to Konohas back side of the head and fell to the court floor.

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All the gymnasium went silence.

Not a single voice was heard, just the same whistle that came from the judge

"Bokuto-San,, I think you should take a bit break." I heard Akaashi telling me as I nodded. I watch him walks away to check on Konoha, leaving me behind.

They all got sick of you and your clumsiness, you should just leave.

You're probably right at this point.. but, what about Kuroo?

I lifted my head up to where kuroo sit is, to see no kuroo.

I felt my heart shatter to pieces, tears started to stream down my face as I look around for my boyfriend, who I couldn't find anywhere.

I fell on my knees to the ground crying on the court floor.

I told you.

"Shut up! Shut up shut up shut up shut up!" I screams out not able to hold anything in anymore.

I felt all the eyes in the crowed in the court, starring at me, it was traumatic, I felt all those eyes stinging thru my heart who is already shuttered to pieces.

I got up from the floor and ran out of the court, out of any sight of any human that were there, I just kept running and running until I got outside of the gymnasium.

I sat down near the entrance, my head between my knees, thinking about how much I messed up, thinking about my boyfriends reaction when he next sees me.

Thinking about what my teammates are going to say when I come back.

We probably lost the game and it's because of me.

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𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛!

𝙻𝚖𝚊𝚘 𝚒 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝, 𝙱𝚘𝚔𝚞𝚛𝚘𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚔𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 🥲

𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚝! 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎! 𝙳𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚍𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝♥︎♡︎
-Rin

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