Next morning
Makayla
I woke up in my bed yawning " WHAT THE FUCK " I semi yelled looking at kentrell with his arms wrapped around my waist but he stayed asleep " What the hell possessed him " I whispered to myself trying to get out of his arms " What you doin' mane " his eyes were still closed " going to the bathroom let me go " I moved his arms and he turned the other way " Why the fuck would he even sleep in my bed what and who told him he could because I sure in the hell didn't " I talked shit grabbing my crutches going to the bathroom and when I finally got there I just looked in the mirror and talked shit " What happen to his long chin ass bitch he could've went back to tha hoe He ain't have to stay ian want him to stay with his ugly fine ass " I sighed I just decided to get in the shower and do all my hygiene stuff then sleep til my leg feels better so I can reschedule my photoshoot I went to my closet connected to my bathroom getting my clothes getting ready to take a shower
2 hours later
I came out the bathroom feeling clean but not seeing kentrell so I guess he left to go with his hoe I went downstairs using my crutches and went to get me some snacks out the pantry since it was raining I was going to watch movies in my oversize shirt and underwear
I love doing that ✨
I grabbed all my favorite snacks and some apple juice so I could watch a few movies til I fall asleep I walked back upstairs putting the snacks on the desk on the side of my bed and I looked out the window looking at the rain
Actually maybe I won't just watch movies today
I went to my closet going to a spot where I put my crystals I walked back to the bee opening my window putting my crystals outside the window because ever time I do that they get brighter and shiny after I did that I closed my window grabbing a few candles I sat them up at the window lighting them and now I was just staring out of it feeling relaxed I decided to bring back some happy memories so I opened my phone going to a video of me and Naiya when we were at six flags
I miss this girl so much
I shedded a few tears this really hurts I can hardly walk next to her room without almost crying I want to go on there and gather her stuff but I just can't it hurts I still have dreams and I hide behind a smile but I'm hurting I don't want to tell anyone tho all I know is when I get better I'm finding the bitch of a sister and I'm finding the mothafuckas who shot at me it's been 4 months since the um sister thing happened and I still haven't recovered really I still cry at some nights and I have those crazy dreams and it's just alot then there was a knock at the door I grabbed my crutches rolling my eyes then I went downstairs to see who it was
" Bitch hurry up it's raining " Naiya rushed me and I opened the door " what you here for " I asked closing the door " since the show was fucked he's having a meet and greet next week and I want you to come with me " she smiled and I know she wasn't gonna take no for an answer " Ok I'll go plus I got a shit load of new clothes last week " I smiled " OUU looks like it's movie night " she looked at me walking upstairs and I went right along with her to put some shorts on cuz I'm not finna lay in bed with her when I have no pants on
Also I have nothing against being gay lesbian or bi so don't take it the wrong way just in case you feel some type of way
After I put some pants on I got in my bed laying my head on Naiya shoulder " I love you bestie " I smiled " Love you to " she scrolled through the movies
Yall I think I know why I don't have a nigga I'm a big ass kid bitch I'm watching Ice Age 4
Idc that's my movie ^
Just a small update
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