"Penny for your thoughts beautiful?"
Of course he just had to ruin the memories that I was remembering. The memories of our amazing times together. Even though most of them were us naked, sweating and our bodies tangled together.
"Just thinking. That's all." I hoped that my facial expression didn't give away what was traveling through my brain.
"About what?"
I looked into his light brown eyes and knew he already knew what I was thinking.
Knowing he wanted me to admit out loud that I was thinking about our time together but I couldn't do that. I couldn't let him know that he was my biggest weakness.
"Nothing that would concern you." Trying so hard not to make my voice sound so weak and unsecure. Every part of me told myself that Jeremy would make me believe that he would stay around and then just leave me out in the middle of nowhere.
"You sure about that?" He kneeled down in front of me. He was so close that I could smell his cologne. It had to be a brand of Axe, something new that I haven't smelled. Normally he wears Old Spice and a slight hint of sweat.
Damn just the scent of him drove me crazy. The fumes were clogging up my mind and my senses. I couldnt think straight when he was around. All of these things make him my weakness.
"Yes..Jeremy. I'm sure." I said as I stood up.
He stood with me, his chest right in front of me. Keeping my head at an average level, I go to speak.
"Please move." My voice cracked right when it should have stayed strong.
"What makes you think I'm gonna move to let you run away from me again Hailey?"
Knowing that if I answer it will destroy me, I walk around him. Two steps away from him, he pulled me back against him.
Chest against my back, arms wrapped around me holding down my arms and his chin rested on my head. His breathing automatically changed the moment he had me in his arms. It was short and heavy as he pulled me closer.
"Please Jer don't do this to me. Just let me go."
This time I made sure that my voice cracked and sounded like I just needed time alone.
"Hails, I'm not letting you go." Arms tightened around me demanding me to accept the fact he isn't letting me go.
"Just stop, let me go."
Twisting and trying to get away from him, I just made it worse for the both of us. Of course, I should have know that with us being so close to each other what he would get excited.
Sure enough, he was. Through his jeans and mine I could feel his throbbing hard on. Even more so I could tell that he was painfully hard already.
"Stop. Stop moving." He yelled at me. This was the first time he ever raised his voice at me. I froze. "I'll make you a deal, okay?"
For a moment I thought about it, maybe I should listen to him. Maybe he has a worthy deal that I might be able to agree to.
"Fine tell me this deal."
"If you are able to look at me and tell me that you don't feel this. Feel this strong emotion towards me. I'll let you go and never talk to you again. However if you are unable to, then I am going to strip you right here and make sure you never second guess how I feel about this."
I stood facing away from hin just for a moment. Slowly I pushed his arms down and turned towards him. His eyes caramel eyes were glued to mine. I felt as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. As if he knew actually what I was feeling.
"Jeremy I don't.."
Before I could say anything else, he picked me up by the hips, lips already crushing against mine. His hands holding me up as my legs just magically wrapped around his waist. No matter what I did I couldn't help it nor stop myself from kissing him back, wrapping my legs around him, gripping onto his shoulders demanding to have more. Needing more.
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