Forever //5H OneShots\\

//Camren//

TRIGGER WANRING!!!
SELF HARM
RAPE

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Two months. Lauren had been alone for two months. It was her fault Camila was gone. Her own girlfriend was gone.

Lauren pressed her lips together and ran her finger over the Polaroid photo of her and Camila looking down at their shoes and holding eachothers hands.

Lauren started to cry and held the photo close. Camila had disappeared two months ago and hadn't came bet yet. She hadn't answered her texts, or calls.

Lauren set the photo down and went to the bathroom, she hadn't showered in weeks.

She ran her hands through her messy hair and punched the mirror, "Fucking bullshit!" She screamed.

Lauren pushed all the things off the counter, the toothbrush, the anxiety and depression medication, the makeup.

She threw the mirror into the bathtub and it shattered.

The 17-year old fell to her knees, weak. She pulled at her hair. She screamed. She punched.

Lauren stood after about 15 minutes because the banging on her apartment door got louder.

Lauren opened it and her neighbor was there, Ally.

"I heard banging and screaming... just wanted to check in?"

"I-im fine. I just accidentally dropped something and got upset."

Ally nodded, "if you need anything I'm across the hall."

Lauren nodded and shut the door, groaning at the stinging feeling in her knees. She must've cut them accidentally.

Lauren cleaned the bathroom, throwing the glass away. Picked up the medicine, the toothbrush, and the makeup.

She went out to her kitchen and looked down at her shoes, and Camila's white converse.

Lauren sighed and slipped in her own shoes and took Camila's sweatshirt out of the drawer.

It was actually her own, but Camila had claimed it as hers. It still smelt like Camila.

Lauren left the house, the apartment building. She walked. For hours. Usually she would drive to her destination but it was better for her to walk, Camila always had wanted to go for walks.

Lauren took a deep breath, and opened her eyes, the lake shining. She removed her clothing except her sports bra and underwear and jumped into the freezing lake.

Lauren ducked her head under letting the water engulf her. Lauren opened her eyes under the water and rose up.

After what felt like hours, she was walking back home. It was pitch dark out and barely anyone was driving.

She had hours left on the walk and she was tired, more than anything.

A car pulled up beside her and a dark-skinned woman rolled down her window.

"Need a ride?"

Lauren looked at her and hesitantly answered, "Sure."

She got in the passenger seat and told the girl her address.

"That's at least an hour and a half walk, why were you walking?" The girl asked.

Lauren leaned her head on the window, "problems."

The girl looked at her for a second, "mind elaborating?"

"My girlfriend.. she.. she dissapeared two months ago. I haven't been stable since. I havent had any contact from her and I dont even know if shes alive."