FETISH

satisfaction

Red.

The colour of blood. The colour my cheeks go when you look at me and fuck, do they go red.

12:04am 

The feeling of being sat in the same position for three hours start to take its toll on my neck and back and they start to cramp and tense. Feeling as if I have done enough revision and studying so far, I decide to take a well deserved break. Sliding my mouse up the laptop, I add another tab onto my browser. Typing in my favourite pornsite in order to take my mind off of coursework and the stress of university.

Knowing that I should give myself no more than 30 minutes to do what I need to do and then get back to my essay that due my first period; but what can I say? 

Satisfaction comes first.

6:30am

My alarm blasts through my speaker and wakes me up, letting me know I have an hour and a half to get up and get out of my home. I quickly turn over and click 'stop' on the alarm. I get up and make my way down stairs to the kitchen in order to make breakfast for my roommate and I. Music begins to play from upstairs, letting me know that Rose has finally woken up and was getting ready. I heard two pairs of feet making their way down the stairs and walks into the kitchen followed by some random guy from college, I didn't quite know his name but i recognized his face from one of my lectures. 

I raise my eyebrows at Rose but she pretends not to notice. All I see is the boy collecting his shoes from besides the door and make his own way out without saying bye. I decide to not ask questions but its not like I was surprised. Rose had the reputation, it isn't anything bad or it isn't as if she is some type of homewrecker, so good for her! I guess?!

Before we can even get onto the topic of the weather, Rose has already left back up to her room with her breakfast to get reading for our first lecture and without rushing my head back up to. 

...

After getting reading and sorting out of bags for the day, Rose and I leave together in her car and set off to the University as our apartment was located off of the campus. 

"Hey, so i found this new app that i think is right up your street." she smirks at me without given much away 

I turn my head in her direction, curious about what she was talking about.

"Yeah?" I question. "What is it called?" without much though, I'm already reaching towards my phone and opening up the app store.

"PRN" she explains, quite casually. She doesn't say much after that, expecting me reply first.

"PRN? What is it? Some type of porn site" I joke.

"Yes, I mean that's exactly what it is." she says bluntly as if it wasn't a huge deal. I mean I guess it isn't but she told me specifically about a porn site? I'm glad she knows me well. "I know you're on PH every other a day and it's starting to stress me out." She laughs on, "Like I am begging you to spice it up a little" 

Ouch - leave me and PH alone, I think to myself.

"You can even upload your own videos and images for easy money and it's easy so I thought you would like it?" She shrugs as she gets out of her car, I sit still gob smacked that she actually believes I would exploit my body out of my own free will for money?! Because again, she knows me so well. I close the app and remind myself to go through the app to see if it was worth the £9.99 I paid for.

How fun.

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Hi guys!! this is the first chapter again, it's a little rewritten and improved?! it isn't completely great but after i rewrite the chapters that are already up - It should improve. Im also just trying to get back into the storyline myself as i have been away for so long. 

Anyways i hope you will enjoy the book when i get back into the swing of it :))

-ev