I tried , I tried
I tried every day till I died .
Till I fell down and didn't know how to get back up again .
Till I drowned into my tears
Till I stayed up all night thinking why I'm not good enough.
Till I lied to everyone telling them I'm okay.
Till I hated myself.
Till I just gave up and never wanted to be here again .
What was love to me then.
Just another feeling ,
Just another pain.
Just another break down .
I tried , I tried
I tried every day till I died .
Till I wasn't good enough ,
Till they spread rumours about me,
Till I stared blankly into space breaking down .
What was it then .
Was it just another game ,
Was I just plan B
Was I just a toy
You know I tried , I tried
I tried everyday till I died.
