Rein Arnolds, the shy but friendly 18-year-old boy that you come to adore and befriend. He thinks that he's okay as he is with flaws and all, but what would happen when the man that blocks his path makes him change his perspective of living?
Ezrah B...
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• One look. It only took one look for me to fall, and I fell so hard that my fear, anxiety and dread grew. He practically walked into my life in the most perfect, yet scariest way i can't describe.
Many call me lucky because it's practically impossible for this man to fall for me. I mean how could he? I'm everything i don't desire, not even for a 18 year old boy like me.
Why you may ask?
Well- I'm insecure, my anxiety is thru the roof that i can barely keep eye contact with family or withstand physical touch from people that i supposedly "care" about, i struggle with my eating habits and body dysmorphia, i don't know how to not be awkward, i don't have a sense of style and i certainly don't know how to flirt or know when someone is!
Now you know why i can't let myself like someone, for the sake of them, can you imagine having to deal with such a burdensome person as me?
But did he listen? NO. He did not, considering the whole con shabam i have just enlisted before.
But he wasn't satisfied with just messing with my head and possible feelings. No...
He broke me in the most of beautiful and disturbing ways to mankind, he made me unrecognizable towards myself.
He made me accept my ways and how i feel, but it took so much from him and me that i could barely keep myself at bay.
His name you ask?
Well... Ezrah... Ezrah Brown.
The man that made my heaven a lovely and unforgettable visit to hell.
