"Hi babe, happy 1st monthsary, I love you!" -Sabi ko sakaniya sabay kiss sa cheeks niya.
"I-I love you too C-clarrise"
"Any problem babe? Parang kanina ka pa hindi mapakali ah?"
"I-I have something to tell you"
"What is it?"
"I'm breaking up with you."
"J-joke ba yan? Kasi kung oo di nakakatuwa" -I try to hold my tears back as it's starting to oozes on my jowl.
"Please tell me that you're just joking" -I can see through his eyes that there's something.
"I'm sorry." -He said and look straight to my eyes with no emotion.
"What? Why? Kulang ba yung pagmamahal na binigay ko sayo? Ano nagkulang sakin? 'Di pa ba sapat yung pagmamahal na pinapakita' pinaparamdam ko sayo?"
"No, it really was an amazing month being with you."
"Then what is the problem? Why do you want to break up with me in all of a sudden?"
"B-because I-I really don't l-love you"
"What? N-no, y-you always say that you
l-love me."
"Y-yes but it's not true. It was all just a bet, Clarrise."
"T-talaga Hendrick? Dahil lang sa bet na 'yon kaya mo ko niligawan? At ako namang si tanga nahulog agad sa mga salita mong puro kasinungalingan lamang."
"S-sorry Clarrise, sorry if I lied."
"Your sorry can't heal my wounded heart."
"B-babe..."
"Don't call me babe, we're done."-pagkasabi ko no'n ay umalis na akong basang-basa ng pinaghalong luha't pawis.
This was the happiest and worst month of my life.
A month full of love, but it turns out that I'm just the only one who's effin loving him.
A month full of joy and laughters, I thought it was real.
A month full of hopes, I'm always hoping that we can be together for a lifetime.
A month full of promises, but all this time, it was all a lie.
For the last time I turn around to look at him, he's crying.
Why is he crying?
He just told me that he doesn't love me.
"CLARRISE!"
But before I knew, there was a bus going near me. It's so fast that I can't move where I was. I mouthed him, the last 3 words before I die.
"I love you."
Photos not mine.
Credits from Pinterest.
