Beth's Shifting Diary

important

some surreal shit happened and i don't even know how to explain this

so basically i was listening to subs before shifting but it was afternoon

i almost shifted and i felt someone touching my hair, i could smell lemons and stuff.

it was so good and i was like "ok im really good at this"

but

a few hours ago i was just trying to sleep, especially not to shift. 1-2 minutes later i felt someone breathing next to me. i got scared and opened my eyes.

after that, i talked to my friends and went to sleep again.

this time like really bad thing happened and i dont know if i can say that or not

i dont wanna somehow get in trouble because of that

but im telling you, don't use every sub you see. its title said "caution" or something like that but i didn't care and i listened like 6-7 times.

i should have not.

trust me.

don't

use

every

sub

you

see

i don't know why that happened but maybe that sub was too strong and it only affected after a few hours. so that's why i started shifting without meaning it.

and second time i was scared so i was thinking negative things like "i wont shift i dont wanna shift" and stuff.

so i shifted to the wrong reality.

now i'm scared to sleep

it's 7 am, i only slept like 2 hours.

i'll try to use flush sub just in case but i really don't know how i'm gonna sleep tonight