I was living in a so-called prime and proper family, action must be precise and correct mistakes is never been an option
My family is in the line of politics that's why they always priorities their good name my mother is a mayor of our town my father is the Governor my brother and sister is one of the Council member, myself? I do not see my self be in their position I hate it
Father always wanted me to be his successor of his position but it never come to my mind never even a glimpse, I want a peaceful no rules to be follow life but it never gonna happend I know if I stay in this house
I was raised in a family that so conservative, you must act like robot, no friend, no hang-outs, no other happenings
I never experience those traveling with friends I never experience playing with others I never been in a relationship I never ever remember the time I saw other people rather than my family .
I dicide to leave our so-called house I Chase my own future I choose my own path
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Now I'm here hearing this loud sound of music Seating and looking those people dancing infront and making out not minding their environment I'm here to pleasure myself the time I left our house, I become like this making out with strangers just to fill my needs as a man
No less no more just pleasure
Im pretty handsome, I'm good at bed, I really like sex, women find me very desirable but I'm kind of low on sex drive.
"hey man wanna go-to my place? "
"you look so hot "
"wanna play with me"
I accept hearing those flowers But I don't have the energy to entertain I lose my appetite and thinking do I still need to do this ? Make a change? Settle for gooo? My mind say yes but the heart says no I don't know what to do Change?
I'm living all by myself and maybe I start a new things
And now I'm being confuse because one of this day I see myself liking men and I got sex on men and the pleasure it gives is more than girls can give.
And that time I got confuse about my sexuality and that's bothering me this past few days
Am I still a man ?
Or part of that third sex community
"Hey" a man seat beside me
I just look at him, he has this hazel green eyes Obviously his half blooded
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"talk to Me" he sounds pleading
"hmm what ?" I replied still looking at him Memorizing his features
"alone? " he ask
"obviously" I replied boredly he just chuckle and it's sound good, hot but damn what I'm even saying
"am I look bad to you? " he ask using puppy eyes
"no."
" I was watching you at the counter you look attractive, I decide to came because your alone. "
" and then" I act like stubborn
"why your alone?"
"I dunno "
" I like you"
I look deeper on him
"like what?
"to be my partner" he said with tender
" na-ah I'm not a gay" I look away
"really? I'm Jake-- Jake Allistar"
"do I look like one? I replied sound irritated " Dave " telling my name
"yeah"
And before I can reply he dragged me towards exit And I let him I don't even know why I'm letting him to do so my body dont cooperate at me
He push me towards the front seat of his car as we arrive at the parking area I still quite no words are rushing through. My mouth
"your mine, mine alone" sounded like possisive
We arrive at his condo he dragged me and his room
And we do the thing
And that time I lose, I realize I'm a gay And I fall to this man in just an hour Starting to day I'll change
And now we're living at the same roof loving each other and ready to face upcoming events of our life.
