MISSING YOU KIM JONG HYUN😢😢

JUST GOING ON !!

Hyung hope you are doing good I know I am writing bit late this time I am sorry for that really sorry..I am out of words I saw something and made me realise maybe you also needed someone at that time when you wanted someone to hold you tight and say that you are doing great and it's ok to cry sometimes..hyung I broke my promise that I will not cry while thinking about you but hear I am crying in the middle of night because I am sorry I was not there for you.. I am sorry I want not there when you were in need I am sorry not getting to you a bit earlier.. the two regrets that I have in life are I didn't get to say goodbye to most important people in my life I ignored them and they left me forever. if I don't write doesn't mean that I don't miss you I miss you in every moment. I know you are in a better place singing and dancing with the angel's of heaven.. 3 years have been too long everyday feels like a year long..just learned how to smile when I am still in pain and hurting .. heard this someone saying"Just because you're not crying doesn't mean you're not sad, Just like how you're smiling doesn't mean you're happy." that's exactly represent how it's going .. life is going on , moving forward with everyone will wishing you are watching me from above and maybe I am making you proud.. although I am still not able to keep the promise up till now but maybe will need more time to get there so I can help people who need my help.. Although our roads never crossed but you have given me hope to live for those in need. hyung I know you are in a better place now and hope that you are at peace now. Ohhh I forgot to tell you
" YOU DID WELL JONG HYUN and I am proud of You "
Rest in Peace KIM JONG HYUN