Suffer. (Chris Brown Love Story) (PAUSED)

46.

A month later
Ranae

It's been a month and honestly I can say I was getting better emotionally and physically. I got more active in dancing and even starting going to the gym everyday. I also started seeing my therapist again which was going good. Me and Chris been good lately which was great. I been busy and he's been busy in the studio working on a new project. It was best to keep moving with our lives and just focus on the positivity. I am ok on how life was at the moment.

Right now I was going to meet up with Kait for lunch. She wanted to try this vegan spot and I was down for it.

I parked my car in the lot and started to head inside the place. It was super cute inside and had a outdoor part to it. I immediately seen her and started walking towards the table she was sitting at.

"Hey hey" I said smiling walking up.

"Hey girl" She got up and gave me a hug.

We both sat down and started looking at the menu.

"So how you been?" I asked. I didn't see her in a while and I really wanted to catch up.

"I been great, we really miss you back at the studio babe"

"I miss you guys too" I frowned.

"Yea you been real busy, getting some dance opportunities around LA I see, I'm happy for you"

"Yes girl, I'm trying to keep myself busy busy busy" I chuckled.

"Yes I see you be at the gym too now getting fit and thick"

"I'm trying Kait" We laughed.

"How are you in mister lover boy" I asked.

"We great, actually. He's annoying still but I love him" she smiled.

"That's great Kait and I don't think Brandon will ever not be annoying okay" We laughed again.

"How are you and Chris?"

"We good, he's actually been working on this project he got coming soon"

"Oh yeah Brandon told me about it, have you listen to any of the songs yet?"

I had to think about it.

"Uhh, no actually. I guess I been too busy to even pop in the studio"

"Oh ok, how long he been working on it?"

"Like almost a month"

"Oh..oh okay. Any adventurous dates ya'll been on? Cause I know how he like to be creative and what not"

"No we haven't been on any dates this month, it's just we so busy" I said flipping my menu.

"Any new sex tips you wanna share?" She said smiling at me.

I flipped the menu again.

"No, no new tips... we haven't even been having sex"

"What??!" She said putting her menu down.

"We been really busy"

"Oh no baby, so you telling me y'all never even been on a date or have sex this month? And y'all live together?? What's really going on?"

"We just be busy Kait. I be out all morning and day and by the time I get home he's in the studio til midnight and I'm sleeping cause I'm just be so tired"

"What about the weekends?" She asked.

"I be with my mom"

"Mmm"