Heartbox

the morning after routine

Kian woke up to the morning light shining in his eyes, Kian sat up in bed and was surprised he didn't have a hangover, but was even more surprised to hear someone groaning and rolling over. Kian pinched the bridge of his nose and let out a sigh,"why do I do this to myself?" Kian thought as he brushed his teeth and headed towards the kitchen.

"What should I make for this one?" Kian mumbeled to himself while looking in the cubbord. Everyone else in the  house seemed to be sleep, Kian poked around a little longer before deciding to make pancakes for the poor girl Kian lured into bed to have sex with, only for him to come to the realization that him being with a woman will never change the fact that he's gay, and now the process kian was going through is what he liked to call the morning after routine.

The morning after routine was simple Kian would wake up with a hangover and some girl whose name he could not recall, next out of guilt Kian makes the girl breakfast, Rush's her out of the house before she can be seen, promising to call her, but once she leaves Kian forgets he ever met her. This morning didn't seem to be any different Kian put the pancakes on a tray and balanced it over to his room.

Kian opened his room door and saw Troye sitting kindergartener style on his bed immediately the memories of the night before came flooding back. Kian then smiled feeling relieved he didn't get drunk and sleep with a stranger. Troye still sitting asked with a groggy voice "what time is it?" "About eight sixteen" Kian responded while handing Troye the plate of pancakes. "Umm thanks?" Troye said with a puzzled look, " what you don't like pancakes I can go make something else--" "no its not that its just a littl" Troye interrupted "do you make breakfast for all your friends?"

Kian looked away trying to think of a clever answer but came up with nothing " these are really good!"Troye exclaimed surprised Kian could cook so well. Kian sat and watched as Troye took a couple more bites before he set the plate aside "so do you always wake up this early on Saturdays?" Troye asked, "only when I cant remember what happened the night before and find some girl in my bed." Kian responded flatly "then what do you do?" Troye asked "I umm make her breakfast sneak her out and promise to call---" Troye stood up without saying a word.

"What are you doing?" Kian questioned as Troye changed into his street clothes that he'd thrown in the wash the night before. "I'm not gonna let you rush me out of your house like one of your prostitutes." Troye explained"hey I would never have sex with a prostitute, and I wasn't even trying to sneak you out!" Kian argued "well sorry if I don't give you the chance to, I did nothing wrong and I plan on leaving this house with the same amount of dignity I came in here with!" Troye headed towards the door but Kian blocked the exit "please wait" Kian begged, "what happens if I do?" Troye waited for an answer Kian didn't have "it was nice meeting you." Troye stormed out of the room and got Tyler.

Kian ran his hand through his disheveled hair in frustration as he watched them drive off. Kian paced the room knowing he had screwed up, once Kian calmed down a little more he took a shower and started filming an ask Kian. Kian got through a couple of questions before he got to one that asked "are you gay Kian because if you are we won't love you any less."

Kian had thought about answering the question honestly. Just saying "yes I'm gay" and moving on to the next question without elaborating, but Kian knew better he'd tried talking about homosexuality with his family before. His sisters didn't seem to be bothered by it, his brothers started to crack jokes about it, his dad seemed genuinely disgusted when Kian mentioned it, and Kian's mom scolded his dad for his reaction.

Kian finished the video and edited out the question about his sexuality, Kian posted it and then got an alert on his phone that Tyler Oakley posted a new video. Kian clicked on the alert and a collab video with Troye and Tyler began to play, Kian instantly winced remembering the fight that occurred between him and Troye a couple of hours ago. Kian finished the video and then started watching only Troye's YouTube videos making comments to himself about how cute Troye was.

Before he new it, it was late afternoon and Kian hadn't eaten all day. Kian walked into the kitchen and opened the freezer and saw a pint of frozen yogurt that with a note attached to the top. "With love~from Troye." Kian exploded in guilt he picked up his phone and started to search for Troye's number only to remember that he never got it. Kian got the idea to call all the girls he made promises to.

Ricky walked in the kitchen on the phone "Ok so next Friday sounds like a plan" Ricky said into the phone "who's that?" Kian whispered "Troye"Ricky whispered back "hey Troye Kian's here wanna talk to hi---" "what did he say?" Kian asked with a mouth full of yogurt "he hung up" Ricky said puzzled Kian grew a mischievous smile "hey Ricky can I tag along with you guys?" "Sure should I bring JC, Conner, and Sam too?" Ricky ask oblivious to what Kian was planning "Totally I'm sure Troye won't mind."

Kian made his way back his room and started to call all the girls he'd promised to do so, some of them accepted his apology but a lot of them told him to go fuck himself. By the time Kian had finished it was midnight, Kian crawled into bed with a new agenda one to change Troye's opinion of him and maybe turn their visit to the movie's a first date neither of them will ever forget.

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(Author's note: what do you guys think is Troye over reacting or is Kian a player who deserved Troye's rejection I literally listened to the TRXYE album on a loop while writing
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