LOVING MUNA[COMPLETED]

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TRAVIS
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I was awakened by light kisses being peppered on my face making me smile.

"Wake up Travis. I made you breakfast" I heard Mona say but I kept my eyes closed.

"Travis?"

I ignored her.

"You know i know you're awake" She quipped.

I don't respond.

I heard her huff and climb off the bed. I wondered what she was up to then I felt the bed dip again and I waited.

That was when I felt cold water on my face and I sprung up from the bed in alarm. I heard her melodious laughter.

"Mona" I whined.

"Are you awake now?" She taunted.

I tried glaring at her but just seeing the wide smile on her face made my lips curve and my heart skip a beat.

"I love you" I blurted out.

She stopped laughing immediately and I wondered if it was too soon. She climbed back on the bed too,coming close to my face.

"I...I know" she faltered in her words.

My heart dropped. I really thought she would say it back but I guess she still needs time.

I know she loves me but I don't know why it's so hard for her to admit it.

"So what's for breakfast?" I asked changing the subject.

She smiled appreciatively.

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"I wanted both of us to be there when the doctor revealed the gender that's why I didn't get to know" she explained as she took a bite of her grapefruit.

"Ok" I was still slightly saddened by not being there for her and I think she noticed because she held my hand and entwined our fingers.

"Hey. It wasn't your fault. I understand" she smiled warmly.

I pecked her lips but she deepened it. I pulled away with a smile as she bit her lip.

"Let's go out tonight" I said.

"Where do you want to go?" She asked.

"The restaurant we went on our first date?"

"Is it a date this time?" She perks up.

"If you want" I smiled..

"Then yes. Its a date" she beamed like a toddler.

"You're so fucking adorable" I kissed her again,pulling her bottom lip with my teeth.

"I missed you so much Travis" she says as her smile slowly dropped. Her face turned rueful.

"And it made me scared. It scared me so much because when I thought I lost you....a part of me left with you. I wasn't myself. I've never felt this intensely about anyone before. I felt like if you weren't with me then all was lost and it was surprising." She started and i listened intently.

My heartbeat raced and i didn't know why.

"I was raised like a man,cause I was taught never to depend on one. At first I thought it entirely meant not depending on a man financially but it also meant emotionally. I was never meant to love so intensely like that. I didn't even know I could love like that till I met you. I tried really hard to avoid it." She expressed looking into my eyes.

All I could think was that she said she loves me. I mean I knew she did but hearing her say it meant a whole lot more.

Mona wasn't one to just throw meaningless"I love you's" unless she meant every word.

"You said you'd wait untill I could swallow my pride and this is me swallowing my pride. What I'm trying to say is I love you Travis malifeci. I love you with all my heart and I wanna be with you for the rest of life if you want. We could raise our family together" her eyes spoke volumes.

She honestly didn't even need to ask. She wasn't getting rid of me that easily.

"I love you too Mona. With all my heart,my soul,my body all of it. I do wanna build a family with you too" we ended it with a kiss.

It wasn't any kiss. This was filled with emotions. Love,want,lust, commitment, promise all wrapped in one.

"I love you..I love you..I love you" she chanted it like a mantra on my lips.

I've never been this happy in my entire life as I am right now and I pray with all my heart that it lasts.

"I love you more" I said while stroking her bump.

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The past few days has been awesome to say the least. I'm seeing a side of Mona I never thought I'd see.

I loved her more everyday.

We were going on the last appointment for her pregnancy since she's on her third and last trimester.

At 29 weeks Mona was big. Now she could hardly see her feet and she looked even more adorable.

I had started with the nursery room without her knowing yet. I locked the room anytime I wasn't working on it.

It was a surprise for her.

My mom said she wanted to meet Mona. Finally she could because she's been bugging ever since she came back from her tour in Italy.

She said she was gonna be here definitely before the baby was born. Mona's parents didn't take it likely with me when they saw me again.

I understood it. I made Mona cry and I still regret it but They let me off with a warning.

"My feet hurt!" Mona whined on the couch eating a bag of chips.

"I could massage it for you?" I offered, sitting beside her.

"Yes thank you" she placed both her feet on my lap and I chuckled.

"Oh God Travis yes right there" she moaned as I expertly massaged her feet.

I learned to do it when the pregnancy site recommended it.

"I need more snacks" she demanded.

"Yes mam" i said.

"Eww. Don't call me mam. I'm not that old" she scrunched her face adorably.

I laughed.

******I honestly didn't want to stretch things out so I ended it sooner than I planned.

I hope you guys still like the book tho.