You Stopped Me, Thank You.//Felix Fanfiction

Felix's Story

[8:02am Thursday, September 20]

{Felix's POV}

"Felix, Wake up!" I heard Y/n say. "I don't want to..." I said and tried to go back to sleep. "No! Don't go back to sleep! We have school!" Y/n whined. "Ugh, Fiiiine." I groaned and sat up. 

I rubbed my eyes and started to do my morning rituals and when I finished I went to the kitchen because I smelled a delightful smell. 

Y/n was cooking sausages and eggs. "Smells yummy!" I said. "Glad you think so!" She said. I sat at the table and she served me the delicious food.

After breakfast, we went to school. The whole day I was thinking, 'Today's the day' And it was.

//Time Skip//

When school finished Y/n and I got home and I went to Y/n's room to get my notebook. "Y/n, can I tell you something?" I asked.

"Hm? Yeah sure!" She said and scooted over on the couch. I sat down next to her and opened my notebook. "So, I have an issue where I trust people too easily"

"But... I know I can trust you so, I'm going to tell you about my situation..." I said. "Oh, are you sure you're ready?" She asked with soft eyes. I nodded.

"When I was 15, my family and I were going to the beach. My dad and I went more out into the sea and my foot got caught in something..." I started.

"A-And I tried getting out by kicking my legs, b-but I started panicking a-and my dad tried to help me b-but I kicked his leg r-really hard..." I started to tear up. 

Y/n rubbed my back, "It's ok, Felix you don't have to continue...". But I continued. "He w-went under the water to help me get f-free... and he did... But, by the time l-life guards came and got me on the boat.. " 

"I looked b-back and he-... he wasn't there... I-I remember screaming and crying for him to come back up..." I sniffled and wiped my tears. 

"After he died things weren't well for me at all... My mom always beat me and tell me that I couldn't eat because I would be a fat*ss so she starved me and hit me all the time."

"I was 18 when I met my ex boyfriend... he fed me and took care of me... but again I trusted him too easily and he kept me in his house so that he could use my body..."

"I was 20 When I realized I needed to run away from him I didn't know where to go but back to my moms house."

"She kept texting me that she changed and that she loved me and wanted me to come back... so I did and I came back to my house..."

"But she continued to not take care of me and hurt me... then 2 weeks later, on my birthday, I thought this was... enough... I was tired and I didn't want to do this anymore."

"So I went out to go kill myself but... You came in and... You stopped me, Thank you." I wiped my tears. Y/n hugged me and I cried really hard on her shoulder. 

"You're welcome, I'm happy you are still here today, and I don't want you to ever leave me..." She whispered in my ear.