Lovely Mess

A Fucking Wreck

So this is day one.

Not day one as in school, when I was born, or any other huge event. This is day one to where everything just becomes a huge mess.

It's the beginning of the school year. About 27 days into it and its a Friday. I'm in love with my ex who won't talk to me, I keep seeing Alex everywhere with his girlfriend Maya and my best friend just invited me to spend the weekend at her house. Great right?

Wrong.

So my best friends name is Anna and we've been best friends since kindergarten. Her family is basically like my own since I have a terrible relationship with my mother and my dad lives across the US. Now just to clear things up, Alex is Anna's brother who has been dating Maya for a year now. Why is this important? Because once a cheater, always a cheater. That goes for me, Alex, and everyone else. And whoever said "Just leave if you're unhappy." It's really not that simple.

So lets skip to after school today since it really wasn't all that great. All I did was smoke pot and text all day during class. It's bad, yes I know. But when you get it all for free from a really hot guy that you really would like to fuck and you have all the fucked up problems I do you start smoking.

So I get home and I have my mom drive me to Anna's and Alex is the only one there right now.

My summer resolution was to never make the mistakes I did last year. Part of all the therapy I went to. It was to never go back to being who I was before.

"Hey Aria."

"Hey Alex." I said as I jumped onto the pool table, sitting on it like a chair.

He started to walk near me and the first things that ran through my mind was 'I really want to fuck that.' And 'Damn this is going to be a long weekend.'

"You cant help the inevitable," he said while grabbing my upper thigh. "It's going to happen, you want me, I want you. It'll always be that way. It's never going to change. Not even if you're with someone. Not even if I'm with Maya." He bit my neck, hard and I moaned. He kissed me hard, biting my lip then walked off to the kitchen.

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

Just then, Anna got home with mom. Perfect timing. If she ever knew I'd loose her. I could never let her find out. We slipped up once and Maxxie, their 19 year old brother, caught us kissing. Thank god that was all.

"Ari!!!!!!!" She exclaimed while running at me with a hug.

"Annaaa!!" I hugged her back.

"Ari, we've missed you! You need to come over more often." Mom said as she hugged me and kissed my head.

"I've missed you too, mom."

"Hey, I'm leaving to Maya's. I'll be home later tonight" Alex said while grabbing his keys.

Fuck. I can tell, they're fighting. That means he's going to try to do me later tonight, and like always it's going to happen. Because something in me just can't say no.

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So this is based on a scenario that me and my best friend Maxxie came up with.

Maxxie wanted to be the older brother and he challenged me to play myself in this story. So he is callaborating and may occasionally write from time to time.

I know the main character, me, sounds like a huge whore. (Sadly I get stuck as the whore>:0 Im getting Maxxie back next time.^.^) In a way, yes but then again, she's not doing things with lots of people, it's only Alex. So this is Aria and Maxxie today.

So from Maxxie and Aria, enjoy lovelies. <3

Aria Stone. <3