Darkness surrounded me. I couldn't see a thing. I don't even know where I am. Feeling as if I was floating in an infinite space. Despite the lack of a living being here I have never felt lonely.
I have pondered for a while. Asking myself questions like 'Why am I here?' or 'What is my purpose?' However, none of my questions were answered. Silence engulfed me so I started to get sad.
As if feeling my discomfort, I felt a warm wave overcome me. The wave felt like someone was caressing my face just to ease my discomfort. It was a touch of an angel that was sent for me. I somehow knew what it meant. It was saying "Please don't feel sad, I'm here."
It was a joyous moment for me. I have never felt sad anymore thanks to the mysterious warmth. I curled up like a ball, trying to preserve this warm feeling.
Days turned to months. The space that I was floating in before shrank. I could not move freely since the space that I was in was too small. I kept turning and I sometimes kicked the walls that constricted me.
How I missed the days where I can freely move. Sometimes when there was a day that I felt lonely or sad, I could hear sweet melodies that made me calm down. Oh, those sweet melodies that lull me to sleep. I wish I could go back to those times. Nevertheless, in the back of my mind I know that my days here would end.
A part of me feels excited for this new development but the other part of me felt scared, knowing that I would be leaving this place that has been a part of me. However, this was not the time for me to be held back by a memory. Looking forward towards the light that entered my vision. I wanted to follow that light so I did.
Different things came to me at once. The light was still blinding my vision so I closed my eyes. Loud noises that made me sad. I don't want to be in this light anymore. I want to go back to the darkness that comforted me. I cried hard because I lost the thing that eases my sad feelings.
I didn't stop crying even when I was passed around, until I felt that I was in someone's arms. Once when I was placed in those arms my crying had stopped. It's like I was back in that dark place again where it's warm and comfortable.
I felt safe and happy. I wanted to know who was holding me so I tried to open my eyes even if it was hard. Once I opened my eyes I saw an angel. A beautiful angel was holding me.
I want to stay forever with this heavenly being because I can see in her eyes that she will always keep me warm and safe. I can only say that I was in an angel's arms.
