Love Story *Levyaku

Coming Out

Yaku POV

I waited nervously for Lev to get done changing. My stomach in knots, why I told him I needed to tell him something? I don't know.

"Okay, I'm done." Lev said.

I jumped a bit, "Follow me," I walked down from the club room round to the back of the gym.

"I feel like your going to murder me-" Lev said as we stopped.

"I'm not going to murder you!" I said. I looked around to make sure no one was there. I took a deep breath, "Look, don't judge me ok?"

He nodded.

"I- Im gay..." I said.

Lev looked at me with a confused yet shocked expression.

"It makes since if you don't accept me-" I started.

"Why would I not?" Lev asked me.

"I- what?"

"I actually have two dads," Lev explained, "I have gay parents."

"You do?"

He nodded.

"Thats a relief" I said.

"Who knows?" Lev asked.

"You, Kuroo, Yamamoto... thats it."

"Oh ok."

We stood in silence.

"How did you find out?" Lev piped up.

I felt my face turn red, "I- I found out b-because-" I stuttered. I took a deep breath and let it out to pull myself together. "I found out because I found out that I had a crush on a boy..."

"Who's the boy?" Lev asked.

I looked at the ground, "Y-you..." I said quietly.

"What?" Lev asked.

I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled his face down to my level, "I said I like you God damn it!" I shouted. "Your funny, dumb but in a good way. You brighten the room with your smile. Your cute-" I looked into Lev's shocked green eyes. I let go of his collar and backed away looking at my feet. "I like you, ok? I know I don't show it but I like- no. I love you Lev..."

Lev didn't say a word. But I heard his feet walking away from me.

My heart shattered into millions of pieces right there. In the dimness of the lights it looked like I could see them fall to the ground. Braking into even smaller pieces like they where made of glass.

I started walking home but it felt like the Earth was trying to pull me down, I fell to my hands and knees. I felt tears flow out of my eyes.

"Yaku?" I heard a voice be hind me.

I looked behind me and saw Kenma walking up to me.

"Are you ok?" He kneeled down next to me.

I shook my head.

"Get up out of the middle of the sidewalk," Kenma helped me to my feet and walked me over to a bench.

I sat down and he sat down next to me. "Why where- well why are you crying?" He asked.

Thats what I like about Kenma, he's pretty quiet and shy, but he's also really kind. He his also rude when he has to be.

"I-" I said through my tears, "I got rejected..."

"Rejected? By who?" Kenma asked.

I looked at my feet, "L-lev..."

"How long have you liked him?" He asked.

"Basically since he joined the team."

"Well, better than telling him sooner rather than later," Kenma explained, "Unlike someone I know."

I chuckled, "Kuroo?"

"How'd you know?!"

"It's pretty obvious." I explained.

Kenma stood up, "You stoped crying."

"Huh, looks like I did." I said.

"Well, see ya tomorrow Yaku." Kenma walked down the sidewalk.

I shook my head and stood up, watching Kenma walk down the sidewalk.

I walked the other direction towards my house.

I got to my front door. You can do this. I thought.

I opened the door and set my stuff down.

"Mom, I'm home!" I said as I slipped off my shoes.

"Welcome home Morisuke," My mom walked from the kitchen, "How was your day?"

"It was fine," I said, "Mom, I need to tell you something..."

"Oh well what is it?" She walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. "Come on, sit."

I got up, walked over to the couch and sat down next to her.

"Whats up?"

I took in a deep breath, "I- I'm gay..." My mom looked shocked, "I'm still me, I just... don't like women in that way..."

"Morisuke," My mom said, "You know I don't agree with... that. But you are my son and nothing will stop me from loving you."

I looked at my mom. "A-are you going to try and change me?"

"No, no no no. You love who you love and that can't be changed." She explained, "I just don't agree with you being gay."

I looked at my feet. "I see..."

My mom got up, "I need to finish washing the dishes."

My mom walked into the kitchen. I got up and made my way to my room and flopped face down onto my bed. Tears fell once again that night.

I grabbed my phone and went into my contacts.

I pressed the first person that I knew would help, even though he just walked away.

Me

I'm crying again...

Lev

What do you mean 'again'?