People describe pain and heartbreak to make you miserable and make you cry, and yes, it does do that, but what they don't tell you is how much it hurts to walk away from the love of your life. They don't tell you about the physical pain it causes. They don't tell you about how you feel drained all the time, how food is no longer appealing, how you struggle to get up in the morning. They don't tell you that you realise they were your reason to get up in the morning, they were the reason for your smile and your happiness. No one tells you the pain you will feel. They tell you about the best things about love but not the pain once its gone, the feeling that you'll never fill the hole that has been created by leaving the person you loved most, and in that moment I felt it all.
When he left me I felt every bit of my being shatter into oblivion. It was like my whole existence was not worth it. Every second I breathed was a second wasted. Every time I blinked was a muscle movement to many. Every teardrop that fell was a tear too many. In that moment I realised I will never have my happiness back, I lost the best thing to ever happen to me.
Who knows maybe one day we will stand a chance to be together once more but that day is not today, nor tomorrow, nor in a months time. That time I so deeply hope for is years away. Many, many years away.
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He'll return, Soon
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