4 is for "happiness" and doesn't mean "to die"

Chapter 9

I don't want to leave Yui. And Yui must've shared the feeling; she quickly accepted when I offered that she could stay overnight in my hotel room.

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I wake up to Yui facing away from me. I can tell from her breathing, and lack of phone in front of her face, that she's still asleep. I shift across to hug her from behind and breathe in deeply, content at how warm and soft she is.

I didn't expect us to make love last night. But I'm glad it's happened. All this tension and primal urge I had around her is now gone. I smile against the back of her shoulder and press a kiss there.

I go back to sleep.

The next time I wake up, Yui isn't next to me. But I can hear that she's in the bathroom judging from the noises that are coming from there. As if summoned by thought, the door opens and my girlfriend appears. She's wearing one of the bathroom robes, which doesn't hide her assets from my view but still keeps her warm.

I stumble out of bed and catch her into a hug. She giggles as she returns the embrace.

"Slept well?" She asks.

"Yeah. You?"

"Yup."

We stay like that for several more moments. But nature is calling and I've postponed it long enough by going back to sleep. I kiss my girlfriend on the mouth and take over the bathroom.

I'm washing my hands in the basin when I hear Yui call out, "Should we call room service for breakfast?"

I close off the taps and open the door. Yui is lounging around on our bed whilst looking at the menu. "Yeah that sounds good. I wanna cuddle you before we have to head out."

"Want to pick something now?"

I admire the smoothness between Yui's breasts and follow it down to her belly. That primal urge returns. "Have you washed up?"

"No. I'll take a shower after you're done."

I smirk. "Take a shower with me."

It takes a while for Yui to answer. But she slides off the bed and walks towards me in confident strides. When she reaches me we both lean in and meet in the middle with a kiss. I assert my dominance by pulling at her robe so her whole body is against mine. She gasps in my mouth but deepens the kiss by adding tongue, and I move the robe off her shoulders and let it fall and settle around her ankles.

I break the kiss and grin at her. "Let's wash up."

"Just wash?"

"Maybe." I step inside the bathtub and turn on the faucet for hot water. I make a big show of balancing the hot with the cold faucet, whilst bent over with my butt directed at Yui.

It's a bit of a blur when we both stumble into the tub, which is filling up with warm but not warm enough water. But that temperature problem is eliminated when Yui continues the kiss and pushes me against the side of the tub.

We make love before we wash each other.

And again when we change the sheets of our bed, so we could cuddle on top of it.

We couldn't trust each other in keeping our hands to ourselves if we headed out to eat. We finally order breakfast via room service, giggling at everything and nothing.

I love her so much.

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I had never felt more lonely than I do now.