I never thought 2020 would get worse really. Today was my breaking point with my mom. I left. I'm with my grandma now. I may get my phone turned off and I just.... I dont know. I'm staying as positive as possible but idk rn im just tired and empty ig. I dont really know how to explain it. I scratched up my arm yesterday. Not too bad but any selfharm is bad and today just makes me want to do it again. Im fighting myself to not do it but its hard. Ik if my bf found out he'd scold me while cuddling me and remind me everything's going to be fine. I just don't feel like thats true ya know........
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Randomjust me writing no one and I mean no one should care about this but whatever read if you want but its nothing you havent heard before just another depressed person on the internet
