I Met You Again// Zeyu Ff

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So uhhh.... i think i made a really bad mistake i become a bully againg wait i become like that back then because of my bullies idc about the emotions of the ones i bump into or hide there things i would laugh and just be a sassy and brat girl but i tried to be nice but my bullies got worse so i beco.e different person. Im an introvert in person but when im typing no im not. I hurt someones feelings today because of them seening me i know that they hate my topic so they seen it but i made a  video and i said that i hate being seened and i say sorry to the one that saw it cause she knew her classmates than me cause they were old students in the school but im new i feel but but i got shy and cried because of what i did..
My emotions become more worse cause like i still remember the things my bully did to me and told me about me being ugly and more it was like a video replaying on my mind and it won't stop...... I just felt bad for the one i hurt and to the ones i really trust because i know some of my friends lost her strust to me because of what i did to her... I HATE BEING LIKE THIS I WANNA HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS BYT I CAN'T CAUSE CAUSE IM AN INTROVERT AND I HAVE A LOT OF RRAUMAS SO I CAN'T..... IF SOMEONE IS WATCHING MY TIK TOKS IT'S A FAKE SMILE I ALWAYS TRIED TO MILE THERE IDC IF IT'S FAKE... i hate my self...... BUT I TRIED NOT TOO BUT I LOST HOPE TO NOT HATE MY SELF......😊😊😊