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you woke up with your head on Mattia's chest and he was shaking you .

m: y/n get up we're here.

It took yall about ten minutes to get off the plane and into a car then to Claire's house.

you were down the street from Claire's house and you were biting your nails.

m: calm down, she's gonna be ok.

y: and what If she isn't ?! what if she killer herself and I have to live with that for the rest of my life.

m: I'm sure she wouldn't do that to you or her family.

you just tried not to cry and kept biting your nails.

you pulled into her drive way and you immediately walked up to her house and knocked on the door.

cm: y/n! oh baby I'm so glad you could make it.

y: hey, is claire ok? What happened?

cm: come in.

your belly was clenching so hard and you were so scared.

Mattia slowly walked in behind you sitting next to you on the couch.

cm: so um.. Claire-
you could see the tears forming in her eyes and your eyes started watering as well because this didn't sound good.

cm: Claire tried to commit last night and um.. she has been in the hospital over night. She hasn't been responsive yet and the doctors called today saying that they might not know when or if she wakes back up.

you immediately started crying , and Mattia was rubbing your back for support.

cm: it's ok y/n we just have to have hope, she is gonna wake up.

y: can I go see her?

cm: ofc, I'll text you the information.

you sat in the back of the black Range Rover you came in and your moms LA assistant Victoria drove to the hospital.

after like 30 minutes or so you were in her hospital room asking to be left alone.

m: I'll be in the front if you need me.

he left and you were alone, you held her hand and tried to stop crying before you talked.

y: c-claire, babe please wake up. For me, for Cindy (her mom), I am so sorry I wasn't here for you . I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, just please don't make this hard for me. I can't lose you claire I can't.

you were squeezing her hand but stopped when you saw her fingers twitch.

y: Claire?!?

you squeezed it again and her fingers twitched again.

you were confused on what it meant .

you put your hand on her cheeks and her eyes twitched.

y: Claire?!? Claire wake up babe cmon you got this. just fight it please, please just fight it.