me loving you

me loving you :chapter one

Dear the one i loved
You are my everything and i was yours until it happened,but let me tell you the story from the beginning. You were my 8th grade crush the whole of the year i obsessed over you,but i dont think you knew i existed at this point in time. In grade 9 you were in all my classes which really helped so i decided to get the courage to talk to you. Your voice was so alluring and your smile was stunning and you gave me butterflies and i couldn't help but get them you were the perfect boy. We became bestfriends i wanted to spend every waking moment with you and when i was without you i was sad but with you i couldn't not smile. It was like this for 2 years until the last year of highschool i decided to be bold and i asked you out you thought it was a joke but once you realized you smiled and kissed my cheek and you said "id love that." I got this warm tingling feeling all throughout my body and felt tired but and the same time energised it was like i was hypnotized by that kiss and your sexy voice. We went to a restaurant i had soup and you had ribs and chips i might have stolen a few. Afterwards you took me home and walked me to the door and kissed me on the lips i blushed and had that same magical feeling but better i kissed you back of course one of the best days ive had back than. At school i saw you the next day we walked in together holding hands his friends hyped him up and my friends gave me the look, we made eye contact and both smiled, the rest of the day was the usual pretty boring. We went on more and more dates every date was so amazing and made me feel special than we decided to have i our first sleep over we ate dinner we had burgers and chips my mom and dad loved you and enjoyed having you there because you were a A+ student you were on the football team and you would help at events and you were the perfect boy,my boy once dinner was over we went upstairs i showered first you went second when i got out i came out in underwear my normal pjs you called me beautiful and sexy than slapped my bum and smiled than you showered and you came out in cute matching top and bottoms pjs you looked handsome so i called you handsome we cuddled but not like usual properly and slept together i felt loved and you said goodnight i love you and i said it back thats when i knew i was inlove and i loved you with all my heart this type of thing happened all the time. I was still a virgin at this time but you said you were going to change that. It was the day of prom it was such an amazing night and after the prom finished we went to an after party and than you booked us a hotel room i felt so special. Once we got inside the room we both took a shower together but did nothing yet we got out the shower and we danced together naked it was so funny and Romantic,we were a bit tired so we layed in the bed i got up and put some sexy lingerie on you called me sexy and got up from the bed and picked me up and dropped me on the bed and kissed me on the lips and than my neck than to my stomach ive never had such vigorous butterflies the he tickled my stomach and slowly took my underwear off ive never felt like this than he hold onto both sides of my thighs and kissed my stomach again and than when he got to my bra he took it off slowly while slowly coursing my arms whist taking it off than he pinned me down and said im going to treat you like a queen baby than he put on a condom and stuck it in he went slow but kissed me everywhere and held me tight i never felt so protected,loved and romantically touched the butterflies in my stomach were crazy theres was so much adrenaline going through my body it was like a crave had been stopped and i didnt crave it anymore in that moment he was my everything i was his. After that day we were the power couple nothing could stop us until it happened. It was a usual day we were in the car together i started playing music and than messing with you,you asked me to stop but i didnt and thats when it happened...