im siting in my room while hearing my mom fight on the phone with my dad .
when mom sees report card~
" i thought i raised a good child , you need to be more like your brother." mother said.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
"I wish that I could say I'm proud"
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down All these voices in my head get loud i wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did Was never tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you thought about everything You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
i walk out of my house with my lugadge . my phone rings while im dialing pansy. "yeah? what do you need?" she ask. " hey my mom was yelling at me saying im a bad child and that im a dissapointment, can i live with you?" i said. she said yes and that her and her parents will pick me up at the train station.
at her house~
ring ring * i hear my phone goes off its my mom... " look im not coming back mom leave me alone forever..." i said to her then hung up.
