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Authors note:
finally I'm back. You guys missed me? Sorry it took so long ,I've been really stressed lately and had to go to hospital loads  of  times but I'm all better now ! And hopefully I will be back to publishing at least one part every week. Also I hope you guys had an amazing holidays and an even better new year. Thank you guys for making my year better when it started getting shit. I just want you all to know that if you need someone to talk to my dms are always open and I'm a really kind person . Love you guys <3

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I sat staring out of the car window as we drove down the street to our school. I started to think about all the years I have been at that school and all the memories I had made there ,then it hit me that in less than a week  I would be leaving school,leaving New Jersey and starting a new life over in Cambridge, Massachusetts . I got in to Harvard university, not to sound ungrateful but it's not the university I wanted to go to ,I wanted to go to Princeton (which is here in New Jersey) but I got offered a scholarship at Harvard so I took the opportunity.

Also my brother and my friends got into Harvard so I wouldn't be alone and I wouldn't have to make new friends! That's the best part because I'm absolutely shit at that.

I quickly got snapped out of my thoughts by the car coming to a stop.

Mattia-we're here
Y/n-we have arrived in hell
Mattia-oh baby stop being so moody ,I know you don't like your birthday but you only have a week left here at this school ,We need to make some last memories.
Y/n-you don't have to remind me 💅🏻
Kairi-I hate this place bro-
Y/n-I second that
Alejandro-I third that

Alejandro was sticking his head through the driver side window.

We all turned to face him.

Alejandro-you guys took your time
Mattia-shut up rat
Y/n-wrong
Mattia-What do you mean?

Mattia turned to face me with a very confused look on his face.

Y/n-kairi is the rat ,Alejandro is the asshat and you're the dumbass
Kairi-so what does that make you?
Alejandro-yeah
Y/n-I'm a princess
Mattia-she's my princess

He leant over and placed a kiss on my forehead.

Y/n-we better get going ,home room starts in ten minutes.
Mattia-ha shit

We all jumped out of the car and went into the school grounds.

Mattia grabbed my hand and held me close ,still walking to our home rooms .

Y/n-on the last day can we please do something outrageous.
Alejandro-FUCK YEAH

everyone turned to face us.

Alejandro-shit sorry everyone,go back to doing what you were doing
Kairi-I'm in how about you tia?
Mattia-hmmm
Y/n-please babyyy
Mattia-if y/n wants to I will
Y/n-yes .
Kairi-meet under y/ns tree at lunch?
Y/n-wait what the fawk how do you know about my tree?
Kairi-saw you crying there on the first day of the semester
Alejandro-and you didn't go help her or see if she's okay?
Mattia -that would be logical
Kairi-I just figured she'd be okay because she's a strong girl but
Alejandro-but what ?
Kairi-she goes there everyday and does the same thing
Mattia-bro what the fuck ,you're making yourself seem like a shit brother
Y/n-no he did come up to me ..
Alejandro-And.
Y/n-I told him to stay away from me when I'm there.
Mattia-is there something you want to say to us y/n?
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⚠️TW SELF-HARM⚠️
A/N- please do not read if you get triggered by this sort of stuff . I am not writing this to romanticise self-harm in anyway, I am doing this to show that some people are suffering but still smiling (if you understand). Also if needed I have put a picture of a website at the end for help if you need .(United kingdom)
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Well I guess when I told you guys about myself I kind of missed a few things out....

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