Chapter Five

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    Olivia's POV:

   I was soo excited. All I could see is Justin's face inching closer to mine. Even though I had just met him, I had an instant connection with him. I wanted him. I wanted "us."

    So just like every girl does when they're about to get kissed, I closed my eyes. Started getting on my tippy toes, and moved closer to him as he did to me. I could feel his hot, minty breathe on my face. Honestly, that was a MAJOR turn on. The anticipation of our lips finally colliding was killing me.

   Then just as his upper lip skimmed my bottom lip, he stopped. I then opened my eyes, to see his eyes open, filled with a bit of annoyance.

   What was going on? Why did he stop? Did I do something wrong? Awhh man, I probably did. This was my first kiss or was suppose to be my first kiss and I screwed it up with the most hottest guy I've ever met and actually wanted to kiss ME!!! What do I do now?? So I pulled away.

"Is everything okay?" I whispered

"Yeah, I mean everything was great. But why don't you look behind yourself and tell me who this person is." Justin replied back coldly.

"What are you talking about? What person?" Is all I said. Then i turned around and saw no other then...........Sawyer.

"Liv! What the hell are you doing with queer-boy?! Is all that came out of Sawyers mouth

"Sawyer, leave me alone. I LIKE him! And before we were rudely interrupted by your nonsense, I was about to KISS him! Yes, our lips were about to meet. Something ours would never DO! SO GO AWAY!!!" Is what I spatted out in a yelling, hurt, tone of voice.

Sawyer I had a look of shock on his face. As if he was just hit by a rude awakening. And in my opinion, he was.

"So what we had was nothing to you? You just played me like we weren't an item?" Is all I heard come out of his mouth.

Did he really just say that we were an item? And that I, Olivia Michelle Dallas, played him? Sawyer Landon Ernsbarger. The most douchest guy of all douches?

I felt the anger boiling up inside of me. I tried for so long to hold in my composter. But right now? I didn't care what he thought or felt. I need to tell him what I've been hiding inside for 3 years.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now Sawyer!!! What "we?" There never was a WE! or an US! It was always just a ME! You were the one who rejected me numerous times for the past 2 years. So I gave up! And now that I finally, finally found someone I like, you decide to say that we were an item?! I'm not something you can buy at the FUCKING STORE!!! You dont own me after you think you got me. You never had me. And you NEVER! And I mean, NEVER, EVER will have me. And just when you thought I'd come back to you. Falling head over heals for you again. I would never go through that type of torture again! What you thought or think we ever were and had, is now over! Got it?? We're DONE! O-V-E-R! Over!"

I grabbed Justin's hand and walked away. Until I realized I forgot something. I ran back to Sawyer, and looked him in the eyes. They were filled with disbelief and what seemed like hurt. But to me, it was just the truth. I had finally rejected him. I wasn't really done with him yet. I still needed to do one last thing.

"Liv i-i'm so-" is all that was coming out of his mouth, and before he could finish I slapped him. I slapped him with all the strength and speed that I possibly could get.

Damn, that felt sooo good.

I turned away and started walking.

I saw the look on Justin's face. He looked shocked. Like if what I did, didn't really happen. Like it was just a scene from a chic flick movie.

But all he did was look at me but I couldn't make out what he was thinking or gonna say.

I was so confused. Did he not like me anymore??

Until I was snapped out of this thought. Before I knew it, my lips were moving in sync with soft, plushed lips. It felt amazing. I had the fourth of July going off in my stomach and electricity running throughout my whole body.

Then I felt something. Something kinda funny. Something I've always wanted to feel before.

Justin's hands ran down my back to underneath my thigh. I felt a little pinch, which caused me to jump. He then lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

It felt so natural, I'm usually really self conscious about my weight and people, especially guys, picking me up, but I felt like Justin wouldn't have cared if I was a size 0 or a size 20. Which made me fall for him harder.

As we were kissing I felt a smile come across his lips, which caused me to smile bigger.

"Do, do you want to be my.... Uhh...my girlfriend?"

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Authors note:

Sorry that it took so long for an update guys. I've been super busy and people are mean. I hope you like this update, please let me know by liking, commenting, and subcribing (:

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