Life is all about time. We dont know how it start and when it ends. We better accepts the fact that life revolves around time, and time revolves around life.
My story teach you how to value time, how to value people and how we see things in two different way. Whether happy or sad? Good or maybe bad...
So let me tell you my story....
My name is Ellyse Montanez. 26 years old. Im a writer and a model. Im just a typical girl who wants a happy life not a perfect one. Im just contented for what i have because "too much can harm you" what a quote! Haha. Okay. Enough for that.
Im here at the restaurant waiting for my fiance. He asked me a lunch date yesterday that's why im here. Im so excited for this day, i dont know why. Haha.
Im wearing a white dress, above the knee and a white shoes, 3 inches in high. I really love my dress. My mom gave it to me before she passed away,10 month ago. I missed my mom. But , i need to continue my life without her, but i dont have to worry my life, because i have a loving fiance and God from above.
This is the first time im gonna wear this dress beacause i think it is perfect for this date ^__^
Past 10:00 na pero wala pa rin si Ken. Dapat knina pa un. I look at my phone. It exactlly 10:35 am. He was supposed to be here by 10:00am. But Im sure he would've called if there's something wrong. I look at the driveway wishing that he was the one who is standing beside my car. But no, he is not.
Where are you Ken? I've been waiting for you...
I look back to the window, and suddenly my phone rings. It's Ken! I knew it! Sasabihin niya na late lang siya. Ken talaga.. I press the button.
"Where have you been? I've been waiting for you. You are no-"
"Ellyse,.. hija... Inatake si Ken, nandito kami sa hospital."
I heard tita Ana's sobs on the other line. Ken's mom. My heart beats fast. "Okay po. On the way na po ako." I grab my bag and I immediately run into my car.
I feel my tears rundown into my face. Pero hindi ko inabala ang sarili ko na punasan ito. My eyes are locked on the road. I need to be there in the hospital. I need to be there... beside Ken as soon as possible...
While im driving. Flashbacks runs to my mind.
Ken is my one and only love. He is my first love. I met him when i was in highschool. He is one of the most popular guy way back, like in every other story. But he is different. He made me feel loved and he made me feel loved by God.
My dad died a day ago when i met him. My heart was full of hate to the point that i found myself blaming God and everyone kung bakit nawala ang daddy ko. My dad was the first man i loved at sobrang malapit ako sa kanya ,that's why i really love him. At nung nawala siya, gumuho ang mundo ko. Then one time, i met Ken. Nag iba ung paniniwala ko sa buhay. He brings back the old me. At pinakilala niya ulit sakin si God. That was the start of my new journey. A journey with Ken.
Nagpatuloy ung relasyon nmn hanggang college. Kahit magkaiba kmi ng school. We stay together and we share happy memories that will last forever. Akala ko, masaya na kami. Then one time, after the graduation of Ken, itinakbo siya sa hospital. Ang akala namin sobrang pagod lang kaya nawalan siya ng malay. But we found out that Ken has a..
leukemia.
Nung mga oras na un. Naramdaman ko uli ung takot na maiwan ako. Maiwan ng taong mahal ko.
Flashback.
We're here in the hospital. Kausap ni tita Ana ung doctor. Si Ken naman chinicheck nung nurse. And its confirmed, Ken has a leukemia. Di ko alam ang gagawin ko, lumabas ako sa kwarto ni Ken. Narinig ko na tinatawag ako ni Ken pero di ko siya pinansin. I run to the chapel in the hospital. I sit down and i look at the altar. I look at God wishing that He was looking at me too. My tears rundown to my face.
