mcyt/random oneshots

[Miss me?]

tw // implied suicidal thoughts??, implied death

<<so i don't really remember writing this but enjoy anyways :)>>

Tommy knew he didn't have much time left.

That was okay with him. He had accepted his fate a long time ago.

As he lay next to his best friend, looking up at the sky, he wondered what would happen after he was gone.

Would he be missed? Would the overly emotional, clingy son of a bitch laughing at some joke Tommy had just missed laying in the itchy grass beside him even care after a few years? A few months? Days?

Tommy sighed, opening his eyes without remembering ever closing them. The pale pink tinted puffs drifted across the open blue sky. He turned his head to the side, humming.

"Hey Tubbo?"

His friend immediately turned to him, his wide eyes sparkling with a smile. Tommy would never say just how happy it made him to see Tubbo happy.

"Yeah Tommy?"

"Would you..." he paused, sudden anxiety to ask the question washing over him, "Do you wanna go get ice cream? I can pay since you are very broke."

Tubbo laughed. Tommy would miss his laugh. It sounded like... It sounded like bells. Not the stupid Christmas kind, but the wind-chime kind that you hear at your Mum's house when there's a storm coming and you know that you're gonna get to stay inside and watch movies.

"Tommy?"

Tommy snapped out of his thoughts and looked up at Tubbo, who was sitting up.

"Yeah?" he responded, propping himself up on his elbows.

"Aren't we gonna go get ice cream?" Tubbo tilted his head slightly. Tommy blinked, remembering what they had been talking about.

"Yeah, I was just thinking about women," Tommy grinned. Tubbo shook his head and laughed again.

"Come on, let's go before they close. I don't wanna miss out on free ice cream."

Tommy would miss him. Even if Tubbo wouldn't miss him back.