10: love?

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"I'll make breakfast, yeah?" Harry finally let go of me.

"Yeah." I said yawning. "I'm just going to take a shower... I'll be right back." I said

"Alright." He said smiling. "Love you."

"Yeah." I laughed.

I turned and walked to the stairs as quick as I could. Love you? Really so soon. I'm only seventeen and I'm supposed to get married. This isn't how I wanted my life to be.
I turned the corner to go into the room and I saw Harry sitting on the bed.

"Fuck! Why doesn't she love me!" He almost yelled. I didn't know if I should say something.

Harry pulled open a drawer and grabbed a picture. "You'll love me again. I know you will." He said rubbing the picture with his thumb. He placed a simple kiss on the picture and put it in the drawer.

I went to turn around but of course I had to be the clumsy person I am and trip. I rolled over after taking a hard hit to the ground. Harry was standing right over me.

"Hi Harry." I said giving him a small smile.

"Why were you spying on me?" Harry looked really mad.

"Well.. I ummm... I wasn't spying I came in here to get some clothes and you were in here and I didn't want to disturb you." I stuttered.

"Why don't I believe you?" Harry looked extremely mad now.

"I don't know?" I whispered.

"Speak so I can't hear you!" Harry yelled yanking me up.

"Harry stop your hurting me!" I cried.

"Well you hurt me so why can't I hurt you?" His voice was softer now.

"I'm sorry if I ever hurt you Harry, I don't know how but please tell me. I've been so confused the past weeks. You need to tell me what your hiding." I said gently graving his cheeks.

"Why don't you love me anymore?" He said crying. Crying? Harry crying? "I just want you to love me and I don't know how to make you love me."

"You can't make someone love you, I care for you I just can't say I love you." I said slowly.

"Just pretend." He looked into my eyes and I felt week and sad.

"No." I said. "No cause when I do mean it you wouldn't be able to tell the difference. I'm not going to lie to you, that should tell you that I do care." I said hugging him.

"Okay. Well go take a shower." Harry gently pushed me off of him and walked out of the room.

A:N

Sorry guys is wasn't long:( I sprained my wrist and my shoulder and it's really starting to hurt so I'll work on the next chapter when my wrist doesn't hurt so bad. And I want to say thank you to madelinehoran98 for helping me cause I had no idea what to write. So if you guys ever have any ideas you can comment or message me:)

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