heavenly hell //larry smut (boyxboy)

Happenings (Part 1)

hellouu.. IM BACK !!!

I know, Im surprised too....

first of all everyone say a big THANK YOU to @Brookiethecookie667 who took it upon themselves to continune my (shitty) story in the comments of the last chapter.

and second, i am SO SO SO SORRY for letting you all down...

i know i promised an update months ago... but truth is, i was fairly uninspired and since my mental health was never the greatest and strongest and this year was really not the biggest help...

but i'm still super sorry.... :(

and again, big thank you to @Brookiethecookie667  (I hope youre not mad at me for changing and adding a few things.. And i split this in two parts because it was getting quite long and i was working on it while at work so i had to stop in the middle.. hope its okay)

and thank you for every single one who kept commenting and liking this story. it really means the world to me!!!!!

Im so so sorry for letting you guys down...

but now, lets get back into it!!!

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Harry's POV

As we drove home from the party in the dark, everything was silent.

Even the night wind had died down. Louis was sitting in the drivers seat focusing intently on the road in front, while I looked out the window at the passing buildings. The rest of the night had sort of happened in a blur. With all of the people at the party getting wasted and finally passing out. Louis hadn't had much to drink, and he was good at handling his alcohol so I wasn't worried about that.

I was more concerned with the fact that things would be werd between us from now on.

I mean we had almost kissed tonight...it would probably be best to pretend that nothing had ever happened, but truth be told.... I didn't want that. Didn't want to act like nothing happened. Didn't want to pretend.

What I really wanted was to be able to kiss and squeeze and cuddle and just be happy with Lou all the time.  As we've been all these years. Really, I wasn't surprised that outstanders supposed Lou and I were a couple with the amount of hugs and cuddels and body contact in general we've shared even in public. And it really never was an issue or something special, for us it was just normal and none of us thought much of it. At least that what i thought...

But... Something changed in that closet tonight... it's like something just clicked and it all felt right. Now I'm not so sure anymore about how 'normal' our relationship is. How 'normal' it is for two teenage boys to cuddle up and night and fall asleep under the same blanket every once in a while whenever one of them felt lonely or simply just because they could.

I know now that I never, ever, wanted this 'normal' to ever go away.

And i don't really know how 'normal' that exactly is.

Louis POV

We had been quiet for the rest of the night. Just continuing with the bottle game and secretly stealing glances at each other, but I'm not sure if he felt the same tingling tension as me. That deep down urge to just ignore everything against us and just be together.

I had been worried about what people would think about me being gay, even know i know my friends wouldn't judge me. When Harry came out everyone reacted well and nothing really changed. I know they're not judgemental but Harry is different than me. He's super popular and has always been more confident. But me, I'm introverted, shy and a little awkward. So i tried to push that thought away for as long as possible. And yes I did have a small crush on Harry... But i thought that was normal.. Of course you love your best friend,right? Or maybe i was bi, too... Figuring out ones sexuality sure is a difficult thing... especially for a teenage boy.