Dreams

Dream: #9

I was at school and always had fights with this kid called Nick, and we were like rivals haha, but we went on a camp or something with school and had roommates and Nick and i were roommates so we obviously screamed at the teacher but he didnt want to switch it, we first had a whole fight for the beds and i decided to just sleep on the  couch (the beds were in the same room) and we ordered KFC, and then went swimming with the class, when it was evening Nick and i just layed on the beds and watched some tv and he tried to talk to me but i ignored him, but then he walked to my bed were i was sitting and layed next to me so i was very shook and confused and said: "can you pls lay on your own bed, you are way to close" and rolled my eyes, and he just didnt reply so i pushed him of but he grabbed me first and layed on top of me staring in my eyes and i went: "u-uh wtf are you doing get of!" And he kept staring and i felt myself getting red and had some flusters in my stomach and didnt know why, he layed his hand on my cheek and moved his thumb over my lips and then my cheek again, he smirked and said: "you look like a tomato" and giggled, so i screamed: "YEAH WELL YOU JUST GET ON ME OUT OF NOWHERE WHAT ELSE WOULD I BE, YOU FUCKING JERK" He just smiled and his face came closer and i was talking in my head: 'is he gonna kiss me? What do i do? Would i kiss him back? NO I hate him i cant, i just push hi-" and then his lips touched mine and my eyes became big but it felt like my stomach was gonna explode i layed my hand on his cheek and closed my eyes while i kissed him back, i felt that his eyes became big to and that he was shocked but gave in, we made out for like 50 seconds and pulled away, breathing heavily and just looked at each other shocked, i pushed him away and ran to the door saying "i-i uh have to go" and ran, i while cursing in myself for kissing him back but it also felt good and as if we were meant to do this, i stopped running and thought about all the things and what just happend, i was thinking maybe we were just rivals cause we liked each other but didnt want to admit it, i slowly walked back to our room and when i came in i saw Nick sitting on his bed with his hands in his hair softly cursing, i closed the door and he looked up, "We need to talk" i said and he just nodded his head, i walked to his bed and sat on it across from him, he didnt looked in my eyes which i understand he just kissed me, so i started talking "Nick... i-" and he interupted saying "Eefje i am so sorry for always picking on you and starting discussions, i just- i didnt know what to do and when i heard we were going on this trip i asked the teacher if we could be in the same room so i could finally tell you what i wanted to tell you, Eefje.. im in love with you i've been since middle school you were the most amazing kid ever and idk i was jealous of all the friends you had and that you probably didnt like me too, so i started being mean and fighting with you which i shouldnt have done.. i love you Eefje i really do and when you kissed me back i was so shocked but i felt like the happiest person on earth so please can we forget all the fights and that we were rivals and actually start again? Its my biggest wish." I stared at him with big eyes i opened my mouth but couldnt get anything out, i looked down and Nick face fell "i get it im sorry you dont like me.. i will go to the teacher to ask for a room cha-" he couldnt talk further cause i smashed my lips on his i kissed him hard but also soft i felt like my stomach was gonna explode, it felt so right, like we were meant to be together and after his words i want to try it with my whole heart. I pulled away and saw Nick looking shocked and he was blushing hard, i giggled and said: "Nick i was just gonna tell you that i loved you but you interrupted me, but yes i love you to and would love to start again." Nicks lips turned into the brightest smile i've ever seen and he pulled me in a hug, i hugged him back and didnt want to let go, we just stayed there on his bed hugging neither of us wanting to let go, after a long time we finally letted go and talked a bit, we talked about how we started getting feelings for each other and how we would fight and now everything was gonna change, he started talking and said: "hey.. so how do you think i take you on a date tomorrow?." And ofcourse i said yes and hugged him again, i pulled away and our faces were very close, i felt myself become red and looked away, Nick layed his hand on my face and pushed my head back so i looked at him, i saw that he was blushing to and smiled softly, our faces came closer again and he whispered "i love you" and i whispered "i love you too.." and i felt his lips on mine, my heart exploded and kissed back and put my arms around his neck, he held my cheek with his hand, i felt him smiling against my lips and it made me incredibly happy, we made out for a long time and when we pulled away we were breathing heavily and we were staring while our foreheads were against each other, we smiled as idiots and layed down on his bed, i cuddled up to him and layed my head on his chest hearing his heartbeat, he played with my hair and kissed it softly, i smiled and felt myself getting tired, i said to Nick in a soft voice "Nick, you make me so happy, i love you.." he teared up and said "You make me happy too, sweetheart, i love you too.." and we fell asleep in each others arms.