Chapter 1 perrie
Past
So do I really need to introduce myself but I'm 16 I have the most beautiful girl in the world leigh with two best friends jade and jesy you think I might have life sorted out but I struggle a lot with eating my parents are dead so I live with jesy she took me in and that's when the voices started and when my eating went where I wasn't eating and if I was I would because Jesy would make me something I would throw it back up my past relationship was the worst I shouldn't think about I am bisexual and I dated someone called Alex he goes to our school and he hates my girlfriend I don't know why everyday he would hurt me not physically well that would be lying but he broke me mentally leigh came along yes i was depressed but she bought me up just a little bit.
Present day
Oi pez time to get up it's that time for school I hate school pez do I have to jump on you to get you up leigh and jade are going to be here soon Jesy shouted ugh fine pez breakfast is on the table she gave up there was a knock on the door hey girls jesy greeted where's pez she's upstairs hope you have better luck leigh baby I heard Leigh's voice come on time to get up I started to cry I don't want to go in I don't feel well I replied pez babe is it one of those days today leigh question come here I curled into Leigh's lap it's ok she ran her hands through my hair they will get better i wish I had the same hope as leigh did babe are you listening to me leigh asked I nodded but not really leigh continued you have counselling second period today I don't want to jade and jesy came into the room we are going to be late girls come on pez ok fine I'm going into the shower will be ten minutes I said knowing it will keep them quite I went into the shower i saw my knife without them seeing and slipped it into my pocket I locked the bathroom door this is where I could do it so simple a quick way to die be at peace finally see my parents again I lost them when I was ten that's what no person should go through i need to get ready so I did I cut my arm where there was already scars that leigh never noticed and the knife cut me like paper I Dabbed it and bandaged it up I threw on ripped skinny jeans my school shirt tie and blazer and some Nike sb come on then baby you smell nice and looking hot leigh said she gave me a kiss right love birds let's get going jade said.
