old love, new love (girlxgirl)

Everyday I struggled with trying to find happiness, I tried to move on from her. How could I lose my wife? How could she die in that war? She was supposed to grow old with me, have children. I couldn't be happy not without her. The only way I found happiness was through a bottle. Alcohol took all the pain away at least for alittle while. I'm throwing my problems onto you guys. You barely even know me. I haven't even introduced myself to you. I'm lyric and I'm a woman who loves women.

I want to share my story with you. Let you know who I was, who I am and who I will be.

"Baby, where are you?" I said. I loved doing things like this with her; just acting silly and being myself.I was finally going to ask her to marry me. The love of my life. I've known her since kindergarten. I'd make her mines forever if I could find her. I feel someone jump on my back. "Hey beautiful"she says. Her voice is like music to my ears. She squeezes me tight from behind and before you know it she has me tackled to the ground.my beautiful Angel has always been such a strong woman. It's no wonder she joined the army. She made the top scores for her written test and aced the fitness part. My baby was just perfect from her head to her toes. As she had me pinned to the floor, I took all of her in. My eyes scanned her face. Her green eyes danced with excitement and her full pink lips were just begging me to kiss her. I suddenly had the power to overthrow hers. I flipped her over so I was hovering over her. I slowly brought my face towards hers and traced my lips along her cheekbone. Her breath caught in her throat. I slid my lips towards her neck slowly slidding my tongue in all the right spots. "Baby I want you now!..Please dont stop" she said. "Angel, baby wait I need to ask you something"I replied out of breath. She was giving me a not so happy look. She groaned in frustration and replied "what is it lyric?" "Oh shit", I muttered to myself. Damn I just fuckin up a perfectly good moment but I couldn't take it any longer. I picked her up and placed her on the.couch. I felt butterflies dance around in my stomach and for a second I didn't know what was going on. My body finally relaxed as I got on one knee and asked her the thing that changed my life forever. "My first love, my bestfriend, my angel, my everything ..I've known you since we use to finger paint and take naps together. You caught my eyes since the first day yout shared your snacks with me in kindergarten. I love.you with all my heart and I wanted to know Angel Marie Ruiz would you do me the honor of being my wife" I said. She was crying tears and at first I couldn't tell if they were tears of happiness or something else until she shook her head yes.

6 months later*

Its been so stressfull trying to get everything together. My baby and I were finally going to tie the knot. Sadly, angels dad couldn't make it. He couldn't walk his baby down the aisle. He was killed in a car accident. I always warned him about drinking and driving. He never listened.He was always a stubborn man but a good father.It took my Angel a long time to stop crying at night. I had to hold her as her body shook violently everytime she thought of her father. I would whisper sweet words into her ear and caress her face until she fell asleep. Her mother was no where to be found.She was a drug addict. She put my angel through hell.She use to beat her but in areas no one would see. The last straw was when she let a man rape her daughter just to get a fix. For years it was going on under Mr.Ruiz's roof until Angel finally broke down and told her father. Now that's all history. I've tried my hardest to make up for the pain she has been put through. If I was to ever see that woman I don't know what I'd do. I wouldn't put it past myself to possibly kill her.

Angels P.O.V

I just couldn't believe it. I was getting married to my beautiful girlfriend. She was everything I ever wanted. I wish my father could of been here. I missed him so much and sadly not many of my family members are supportive of my "choices" but it's my life. At least I still had my older sister Bella and twin brother Alex. I was getting butterflies but suddenly I started to think horrible things what if Lyric finally saw I was nothing, I was broken. I always told myself I wasn't worth her time but for years she persued me until I finally gave in. She was just supposed to be my bestfriend, I wasn't supposed to feel how I did towards a woman. It was wrong according to my family but now I stopped caring about what others say . I just loved her so much.

"Look, at my babygirl all grown up" she said. No, please tell me not her. The sound of her voice made my skin crawl. The woman who made my life hell for years, I had gone through a lot of counseling and tears to get over what she had done to me. She had the nerve to come to my wedding. I felt someone touch my arm and I jerked it back as if it were on fire. "What the fuck are you doing her Jessica?", I spat. I didn't even realize I still had so much hatred towards that woman. She looked at me shocked, as if she expected me to still fear her, that ship had sailed along time ago. "I just wanted to see my daughter and give you this." I looked up at her, she still looked stunning even after all the drug use. Her caramel skin seemed to be glowing, her green eyed gleemed like emeralds. I took the envelope from her and played with it in my hands.I wondered what she had to say to me in this letter that she couldn't say here and now.

My mind finally let me break away from my thoughts but when I did she was gone. I was happy she was gone I could finally be happy.

Lyric P.O.V

Our wedding was beautiful, it was perfect. It wasn't very big but it was simple

..I replayed the moment she glided down the aisle towards me. It was like no one else existed but her and I. I wish she would hurry up, she is taking forever or maybe that was just my imagination. Her eyes connected with mines and a smile spread across her face. I took in all her features. The white dress hugged her body like a second skin. Her hair cascaded down her back with long black curls. She barely wore any makeup. She never needed it she always had a natural beauty. "Baby", she said. I snapped out of my daze. "Umm yes, my angel?" I replied. "Could you go down to the lobby and go pick up a suitcase I apparently lost. I been stuck wearing all this sexy, lacy underwear for you. I couldn't find my grannypanties." She giggled. "Eww babe, that's gross", I said. "Oh comeon baby you love it"she said "Baby you are a sick woman but I love yoy anyways." , I said playfully. She started walking towards the bathroom but stopped right at the door way. She slowly started to unwrap the towel and she saw the excitement in my eyes. I slowly moved toward the bathroom as she continued to tease me. I don't know how it happened but I had my arms around her waist pushing her closer to me. My hands made contact with her body. Her skin was so soft and warm to me. I nibbled on her bottom lip and she moaned quietly. She didn't know what she did to me when she moaned like that. I licked her bottom lip and she opened her mouth to my tongue. Our tongues danced together as our bodies entangled together becoming one. She suddenly pushed me off her. "B-baby!" She stuttered. "Yes baby" I practically moaned. "I need my suitcase.", she replied. I groaned and pulled away from her. She stood there looking like a goddess. Oh right umm suitcase I thought to myself. I gave her a kiss and headed out the door.

"Angels P.O.V"

I giggled to myself as Lyric walked out the door. My baby was so silly and I loved her for that. Where would I be without her? I honestly have no clue. She saved me and helped me gain my strength back. I never want to lose her again. I remember the day I almost did. I almost gave up happiness because no one agreed to the fact I loved a woman. They all thought I was sick , the only people to accept me like this were my father, twin brother and older sister. They all love me regardless. I had been with a man before but it never felt right. It felt like I was just going through the motions but with lyric I had found my fairytale. I quickly remembered the letter. I grabbed a bottle of water from the hotel fridge and headed towards the balcony with the letter that would change my life forever.