~The Baby Project~ / TodoBaku Love story/

Week 16-20

Bakugou's POV

I just ruined this baby's life, and I couldn't do anything. I was just suffering my baby was going to a home that might not be good.

I was losing my baby boy faster then I was losing time in school, I'm 17 years old and yet I thought I'm not ready.

But maybe it was my destiny, what if I fucked up my own destiny? My baby is leaving me and I'm leaving it to think it was hated and unwanted.

That's what I'm doing to my son, I'm hurting him more and I make me sound all big and tough when actually I'm a weak piece of shit that is not able to do anything right.

Hes gonna leave my body and then he will leave me. The world is ending, and I'm 20 weeks pregnant.

I'm only a few weeks away from my due date. And yet, it feels like it's going by so fast. Where did the time go? Where did my time with my baby go. I feel so terrible saying mean things to him and now I'm regretting everything!

Those adoption papers were a mistake my poor, poor child had to suffer because I could man the fuck up! I'm such an idiot. I'm so stupid, this is all my fault.

I should have never wanted his love I should have just left him there. I should have never kissed him and like he said. We will never be something and we will always be rivals.

We're both trying to be heroes and get to the top but I don't know what might happen. What will happen when I'm gonna go into labor? Am I just gonna have to go to the hospital all by myself?.

I don't even want to think of it I just don't even want to do it all I know is I will be separated from my son for the rest of my life.

I have said it a million times, but I am tearing myself a part. More and more by the day as I get closer to the due date.

But here's also the other thing. The hospital will call my parents when I have the baby, and I know that. My. Mom. Will. Murder. Me.

She is homophobic and she always yelled at me and told me I can't mess up especially cause I was born somehow 'special' yeah, I can carry a child. But that doesn't mean I don't have feelings.

I wanted love and I got it. But I also got a little bit of an extra outcome so if they find out. They will be so mad I lost my virginity. Especially to the Number 2 heroes son, cause we could be sued if they pressed charges against us.

And then our company would be shut down and I would be to blame so that's why I'm thinking I can't even have my baby properly.

I get scared to hearing a knock at my door and to my surprise, well I open it. And see. ".... Todoroki...?" I asked as I looked him in the eyes shocked.

He barged into my room not caring if he was welcomed in or not "I'm here to talk about that thing" He said referring to the baby we made together.

"It's not a thing it's our son get it right, you aren't just someone. Your his father and I get you don't see that, but he's your kid. And he's going up for adoption" I said with a sad sigh to be honest.

"Yeah, but that's what I'm here to talk about. Our kid got adopted by my sister. She was infertile, so she took it with her current boyfriend. Our son is gonna be in my family and I have to see it every day" He said with an obvious upset tone.

"Well at least you get to see our son, I won't all I will get is pictures of him. I'm just gonna be the giver for all the milk and everything, otherwise. I'm not even involved" I said as I sat on my bed and I just looked at him.

"So? I don't want to see him he's obviously gonna be attached to me" He said confused.

"Yeah, so? Just let him be attached he's a tiny little baby and he will not do you sky harm asshole, so just get off my back. I'm stressed enough that I even put him up for adoption!" And that was when I snapped. I couldn't take it.

"So what you think you could have handled a kid? You can barely even take care of yourself none the less a baby" He said as he walked out of my room.

And that's when I realized.... He was right. This baby is off better without me.