If Bakudeku was canon: Feelings

chapter 5

Kriri walked back to the dorms ready to ask bakugou if he was going to that study session, and he was also ready to get the answer "no".

He knocked on bakugou's door. The sooner he got his answer the sooner he would tell midroyia one as well.

"Who is it!?" Bakugou grunted from the other side of the dorm. He was a bit annoyed that he had to deal with extras out of school.

"Its me Baku-Bro!" Kriri said kinda nervous.

"Open the door dumbass!"

Soon he heard a click from the door nob turning.

"Hey, so Midorya is having a study session, It would be cool if you ca-"

"No way I'm going near deku! That dumb ass really-"

It sounded like he was going to say something else, but he had no words. Was he just mad for an imaginry reason? This time at least?

"Really what?" Kriri asked Generaly croius as to what he was going to say.

"I dont have any plans, but that doesn't mean I'm going to talk to you extras! I'm just going to talk with denki and sero, I wanna tease them for getting bad grades on the test! It was so god dam easy!"

"....ok? As long as your there I'm good."

Bakugou had a suspension that kriri might be bisexual, but this was really the nail in the coffin. However something he would NEVER tease someone about is being a part of the community. He didn't know why.

"NOW LET ME STUDY DAM IT!"

he yelled. Krir was already going out of the door. He was excited to tell Midorya that he had said yes, in a way.

Time skip to lunch

"Hey Midorya! Kriri said very excited.

"Yea?"

At the time he couldn't think of way he needed to talk to him, but he went with it.

"Bakugou said he was coming!" He said in a wisper yell.

Then it hit him. He had asked him to ask kacchan to come to the study session. The one he had not planned. The one he only thought of planning for him.

"Thank you!" He yelled back.

He knew he had to invite people there, as if he didn't it would just be Kririshima, him and katskui.

Over the next periods, he invited momo, ururaka, ida, tysu, and (sparkle dude).

(Next day staterday. Day of the session)

Almost everyone had come down to the common area, ready with school books. But someone was missing. "Uh good evening everybody." Deku said smiling.

"I think we are just missing one person." He said rubing the back of his neck. "Oh yea, Bakugou should be down  ina minute." Krirshima said confidently.

"Ok  let's get started. Is there anything anyone is struggling with?"

"Uh I am a bit. With math" Mina said.
Momo instantly came where she was sitting and opened mind's book to last nights homework that would be important for the next project.
She began to explain more and more of the unit, and soon Mina got it a bit better the before.

"Never thought about it that way!" Mina said excited.

"Me ethier. But can you check my homework over here momo?" Tysu said with her finger to her lip.

"Of course!"

By now, it had been 30 minutes into studying, and bakugou was still not there. Midroyia was starting to get a bit sad that he wasn't there and kiri noticed this 'why does he care so much?' He asked in his head.

Suddenly, they heard someone come through the kitchen. "I'm here what'd I miss?" He came and sat down next to kriri. Only problem, deku was right next to kiri, so he (in deku's mind) was in the the middle.

"Well, we went over a bit of the math unit, but now we are moving on the reading." Momo said.

"And where is denki and sero?"

"There not here, they didn't want to come" kriri said, a bit scared of what was his next reaction.

"Are you serious!?!" He said with his jaw clenched.

After a while, they all got him to calm down and it was almost 9 pm. They needed to get to sleep.
Everyone was starting to leave to go back to their rooms, and thanked Midorya for planing the event.

"Hey, uh kacchan-"

"What the hell do you want!?"
Bakugou cut him off.

"I was wondering if you uh, were willing to talk with me for a bit like we could plan somet-"

"Why the hell would I do that? Do you take me for an idiot? I don't want to talk to you!"

"I just wanted to clear some things up..."

At this point Bakugou felt strongly like crying. He hadn't cried in a week. Why now?!

"I told you! I don't want to!"
Tears started to form in his eyes  he tryed to hold back utill leaving, but he insisted.

"Just give me an hour! Please! I really need to talk with you!"

"Fine." He said very upset still tearing up.

"Thank you! So much!" He felt like hugging him, but that would make him even more upset. Then he realized that the other boy was starting to cry. He didn't want to make it any worse, so he pretended not to notice.

"I have time tomorrow at 7, is that ok?" He asked ignoring what was happening.

"Yea, what ever dum ass! This is only to get you off my back!"

Both boys went back to their rooms, one was crying and the other was hopefully. Deku hoped that he could relave any stress that kacchan might have felt about him.

"Dam it!" Kusuki hit the wall with his fist, he made sure not to break anything tho. He had no idea why he was so emotional lately, and he was trying to stop but he couldn't. He needed someone to talk to. He needed help. But he was afraid that that talk would change things, in ways that he wasn't ready for. It all felt so complicated in his head, and he couldn't get out. He sat down with his head in his knees, hugging them. He cried there for a while and tryed to get some rest, feeling emotionally drained.