Yeah I Like My Girls BBW!

Chapter 26

I looked at Alec "you want me to stay?" He placed his hands on my hips "yes why do you not want to stay?" I thought about it.

Me and Jeremy have been rolling since day one that's my homie lover and friend. I'm at a crossroads I just don't want selling drugs to be my life. I'd love for us to get out of it and just live normal lives. Jeremy claimed he wanted a taste and now he bring in whole things. I can't breathe.

Then he is out all the time I know this is the life I choose but I don't want it anymore.

Alec doesn't have to do all that he is already set and at the same time I like him I think if we tried we would be a great couple. And we would do big things and make a wonderful family . I'm so comfortable with him and he is so fresh it's a great feeling. When I was young I never got to date outside of little boys and now I've ran into this nice young man. And I can see myself in the future with him. With Jeremy I see myself dead or being a baby mama and waiting for him to get out of jail.

I know I'm not suppose to compare but what else can I do this is my first real relationship and its with someone that is my friend. But he has changed.

#help!!!

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